Yesterdays history and tomorrows a mystery ... rehab counsler gave me that saying too :)

[Crispy]

Usually when i start my work week I dont post >.< ya i know its bad. But I feel tons better so usually spending time with the GF or playing FFXI online like I usually did. Anywho just saying hi and letting everyone know i didnt run away and take some pills. Hope yall dont feel neglected that I talked on here more when i was hurting and not so much im feeling better but it feels so good to be able to have energy to do stuff without taking poison. Ya i call it poison now for a mental psych out like no you cant take that because its poison. Wow im so nerdy but if it works work it right? Groups have been going really well when ppl talk about everything i still get a lump in my throat like i need to let something out but i just dont know what it is yet. Still feel alot of pain for the stuff i did to get the stuff and who i hurt while i was taking the stuff. But we'll see if it comes out or if it stays bottled in. Clonindine has helped tons with morning anxiety so if your still feeling anxiety in the morning talk with your doctor about the clonindine or however u spell it. Its for high blood pressure but your dr. can explain all that to you. Welp ill he around tonight so comment some hoorays and hip hip hurray and stuff to make me feel special :) ya im needy but i think we all knew that.

[sue41]

I really like that saying Crispy and I REALLY needed to hear it right now.  I feel like I am at an ALL time low and want to stay inside and avoid everyone.

[worried878]

Hip Hip Hooray for u!....okay to be needy   we all are at times i think and it is just part of our human nature,,,nothing to be ashamed of.....many quit posting after they feel better....the forum can be time consuming but i do think it serves as aftercare for many...a reminder... so it is like helping others with your experience and helping urself at the same time...

[sadinmichigan]

Hip Hip HOOORAAAY!! Hows that...LOL

[confused456]

LMAO....you are too funny!! Glad you feel so good though! That's great. Whooooo----hoooooooo   AND HIP-HIP-HOORAY!!! and all that other stuff too!!
Congratulations!!!!

[Crispy]

umm yah hooos were not approved  cheers or jeers but ill let this one slide :D

[sadinmichigan]

we knew that..LOL but still...Yah  HOOOOO.. I'm very happy for you..it is poison so don't feel bad in saying that..it's not poison to everyone but it is to us addicts..I hope you have a great weekend..Lisa