I am finally past the worst part of physical withdrawal but I am noticing that the depression has just been so bad for the last week or so. I'm fine one minute and then bam! It hits me, HARD. I was using for eight yrs and this is the longest in all that time that I have been clean. I keep praying and it has helped but I didn't know this would screw with my mind so much. I am going to meetings now as well but it is pretty tough to b thrown into reality after using for that long. Just wondering what to expect in the near future?