ok now...i'm worried about you. if you see this, please let us know what is going on.
i just want to tell you something. DO NOT FEEL BAD ABOUT TAKING PAIN PILLS RIGHT NOW. YOU DEFINITELY HAVE A REASON TO DO IT. you just get through this hurdle and we will all be here for you when the time comes to start over. that is what friends are for.
hope you feel better soon,
kim