Plese help, I have been going around for years and years with hydrocodone abuse and addiction. What happens is that I get a legitimate problem, example kidney stones, broken bone, strep! surgery ,etc. all which require large amounts of pain meds. Well the story for me has an obvious ending. Once I start,I keep takingthe hydros.I have hit an all low for real this time. My habit this time is this. Since Sept. 2006 I have been on Norco 6 per dayu(legit) and as of a week ago I found myself taking anywhere from 10-15 per day and going to any illegit source mainly online to get them. I confessed to my husband (once again) and after the the initial shock and more threats of divorce,(we have 2 healthy lovely kids by the way) he is very proud of my admission and I believe he is here for me. He should have been gone years ago. My question is this-My problem in a nut shell-I go off and after a day f cold turkey detoc I cave and buy more. I am so sick and tired of being sick and tired. I have no energy, let alone any quality of life and seelf respect. This time I tapered from 14 a day for the past month to just 4 each day for the last 2 days. Yes, Of course I think I am going to die. Can anyone help me, I have 20 pills left, do I stop them cold turkey, taper them more? I am so ready to be a responsible mom, person, wife, friend. I am desperate and would appreciate any advice you can give me. Today is day 3 of a detox. I had 4 2 days ago, 4 yesterday, 0 today. Do I just cold turkey for the next few days of hell of keep a taper. I needhelp please. thanks for any help you can gi