i messed up (again)

[dancinkat69]

ummm yeah so today was the day i was gonna go to detox. well this morning my man gave me some cash to get gas and birth control. so i went and bought morphine pills with the money. I swear i dont have the strenth to quit!!! i really want to but i keep on messing up!!!

i dont really have a question, but thats the update on Kat.

[angel44240]

going to detox will aid in getting completely off the morphine.. But it's the relapse prevention that is the hard part.. although never impossible, but it's a process..

It's only a few days of your life that you get to spend recoverying from the withdrawals, and you can do it! We all have! Some without the privilege of aids! Most went through hell without being able to detox accompanied by a physician...

Trust me- once the drugs are out of the system, and you work at staying clean, your life will finally become manageable without the use of drugs! But when we ARE using, our lives are unmanageable and have become chaotic!

Keep posting.. lots of support here!
Alli

[avisg]

danci,
so what are you going to do hun ,you know you need to go !!!!!!! Just do it !!!! we will e here !!! I am worried about you .
avis

[ruby441]

That's really too bad. Did you have an appointment with a Substance abuse MD?

[Coolio Hernendez]

You need to come clean with everyone!!!!! The only way i am able to stay clean, is for everyone to know i have a problem.

People want to help other people, use that ..