jumped on the wagon

[Missy31]

I am going to be honest my doctore filled my RX for 30 more 10/650 Hydrocodone and I just took4. It beet me what do I do help, just wanted the hurt to stop help help help I feel so much that I have let everyone down

[Missy31]

I refilled for physical pain, I knew if I got them then I would feel so much better and I already do. and johnny thanks for your support this is going to be the last I'm thinking of making an apooint to go see a doctor and getting suboxone. Any pointers for that bad move?

[johnnykelly]

Hi missy,Your not the first,or the last.missy as long as you have that connection thats one more easy to obtain re-lapse.Why not just enjoy the buzz.Whats the good of going it and whipping yourself,theres worse things in life,so what a few pills,i for one is in no position to judge anybody and i get most people on this forum feel the same.Dont over analyse enjoy,finish the pills and regroup.cheers john

[toxictome]

Why did you refill your rx? Just curious???
Were you in physical pain or emotional pain?
I say get back on track..you've come to far to throw it all away!!!

[Missy31]

I am going to try and taper them down and then thats it, he will not call me another refill after this one. I'm just so pissed at my self, Thanks soooo very much for your support!

[Yoda99]

I just sent a PM to you wondering how you were doing.  You've been on my mind.  Do not beat yourself up over this.  Most of us have tried more than one time before we were successful in quitting.  If you really want to quit, make a plan and get to it.  And you need to tell your doctor.  It's too easy for you to get the refills and that promotes failure.  Hang in there sweetie.  Let me know if I can help.
Yoda

[Chi_Chi_Lover]

Not judging you at all here to help. You just let yourself down not anyone in here.

[cathy5841]

hey missy, we dont judge.  why dont you use those to taper and be free for good.  we are here, you let us know what you wanna do.
cathy