I just read the entire thread and am amazed at all the support you've received and also your honesty, it's awesome. I really hope that you get all the help you need, for you first and for your babies.
I just found this group..and researching. Started tapering today until I can get Thomas Recipe and also possibly go to hosp./rehab...not sure I can do this alone... Oxycodone and Zanax are my demons. I just wanted to let you know that reading this has helped me.
God Bless You.
well not my demons..but the ones who have been controlling my life.
that is a huge step on the recovery road.good girl so proud of you that you made that phone call. therapy is wonderful. it isnt a magic bullet. the healing doesnt happen in one or two sessions, but then again your addiction didnt happen in one or two sessions. it is a process and as long as you are moving forward that is the most important step. one foot in front of the other, minute by minute,hour by hour, day by day. you will do just fine be honest and let it all out.
hugs and blessings
debbie
i have to say without everyone that is on here i dont know what i would be doing or how i would be doing this...having u all here that understand and care and u al have ur own problems also..and things to deal with but at the same time..u find the time to help me and others...i couldnt do it without this site well. not the site but the people that are on here...god bless each and everyone of u..it is awsome what u are doing to help me and others...even if it may seem like ti is not alot trust me the wor ds that are typed from another person are wor th more then what it may seem like...everyone have a good night i am going to bed with positive thoughts about tomorrow and getting that conusling that i need..one foot in front of the other...one step at a time.and before i know i wil tackle this mountain with god and people like u all on my side..thank u and god bless
please feel free to add me as a friend on here..i only got two on my thing so far so i can find u all easier and write to u thank u
one thing i learned today from my consler is that rome was not built in a day.... and that god himself didnt even create the whole world in one day...and also that if i have a lot that seems to have to get done in one day..to take the stuff that can wait and put it on the back burner it will be there tomorrow..learn to slow down and kinda take it easy and ease myself into this instead of trying to hurry