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perc withdraws
Hello All,
I have bean taking Perc 10/325 for like 3 Years, I go throug 120 pillis in 2 weeks, This is what is going on now, I ran out of my scrip 1 week ago, for 3 days I to like 120mg of morphine, then in two days I took 60 Tramidal, I have not had anything now for 2 Days, I went to check in to a Detox Clinic but the would not take me because I don't show and drugs in my system, what shoud I expect at this point and what should I do. Im tierd of living on pills, today I started to have the runs, and bad stomach cramps, where do I go from here?
I have bean taking Perc 10/325 for like 3 Years, I go throug 120 pillis in 2 weeks, This is what is going on now, I ran out of my scrip 1 week ago, for 3 days I to like 120mg of morphine, then in two days I took 60 Tramidal, I have not had anything now for 2 Days, I went to check in to a Detox Clinic but the would not take me because I don't show and drugs in my system, what shoud I expect at this point and what should I do. Im tierd of living on pills, today I started to have the runs, and bad stomach cramps, where do I go from here?
you made me laugh until my eyes watered...
still trying to come up with the best answer.......... ummm, maybe so i can send them to shilo if admits my generation is better than his lololol
I can't make it without you guys and told shiloh i'm willing to throw mine away in a private message, i've read nothing but bad about them, I think i'll let my wife read this thread and give them to her when she gets home from church.
sorry guys, just joking about sending them to shiloh, i'd be willing to drive wherever he is and kick him in the pants if he lets me down though.
But i am in a fantastic mood after reading this from one of our members on this website,
"PERSONAL LETTER FROM MY ADDICTION
Dear Connie:
I’ve come to visit once again. I love to see you suffer: mentally, physically, spiritually & socially. I want to make you restless so you can never relax. I want you to be jumpy, nervous and anxious. I want to make you agitated and irritable so every thing & every body makes you uncomfortable. I want you to be confused and depressed so you can’t think clearly and positively. I want you to hate everybody and ESPECIALLY YOURSELF! I want you to feel guilty & remorseful for the sins (mistakes) you have made in the past that you will NEVER be able to let go of……..I want to make you angry and hateful towards the world for the way that IT is & the way that YOU are.
I want you to feel sorry for yourself and blame everybody but ME for the way things are. I want you to be
deceitful and untrustworthy…..to manipulate and con as many people as possible. I want to make you fearful & paranoid for no reason at all. I want to make you wake up during all hours of the night screaming for me. You KNOW you can’t sleep without me! I’m even in your dreams. I want to be the FIRST thing you think of every morning and the LAST thing you think of before you blackout at night. I’d rather kill you, but I’ll be happy enough
just to put you back in the hospital or in another institution, or jail……but you know I’ll be waiting for you when you get out!!
I love to watch you slowly go insane. I love to see all the physical damage that I am causing you; I can’t help but sneer and chuckle when you shiver and shake; sweat and freeze at the same time! When you wake up and your sheets & blankets are soaking wet. It’s amusing to watch you ignoring yourself….not eating… not sleeping….. even your own personal hygiene……yes, it’s amazing how much destruction I can be to your internal organs while at the same time working on your brain……destroying it bit by bit.
I want you to know, I deeply appreciate how much you’ve sacrificed for me…… the countless good jobs, all the fine friends that you deeply cared for….you gave up FOR ME!! What’s more, the ones you’ve turned against yourself because of your inexcusable actions. I’m even more grateful for them! And especially your loved ones; your family; the most important people in the world to you….you threw them away….for me!! I cannot express in words the gratitude I have for the loyalty you have for me. You sacrificed all these beautiful things in life just to devote yourself COMPLETELY to me. But do not despair. You can ALWAYS count on me. For after you’ve lost ALL these things, you can depend on me to KEEP you in a LIVING HELL…..to KEEP your mind, body and soul….for I will not be satisfied until YOU, Connie, are dead, my friend!
Forever yours,
Your Addiction
"
still trying to come up with the best answer.......... ummm, maybe so i can send them to shilo if admits my generation is better than his lololol
I can't make it without you guys and told shiloh i'm willing to throw mine away in a private message, i've read nothing but bad about them, I think i'll let my wife read this thread and give them to her when she gets home from church.
sorry guys, just joking about sending them to shiloh, i'd be willing to drive wherever he is and kick him in the pants if he lets me down though.
But i am in a fantastic mood after reading this from one of our members on this website,
"PERSONAL LETTER FROM MY ADDICTION
Dear Connie:
I’ve come to visit once again. I love to see you suffer: mentally, physically, spiritually & socially. I want to make you restless so you can never relax. I want you to be jumpy, nervous and anxious. I want to make you agitated and irritable so every thing & every body makes you uncomfortable. I want you to be confused and depressed so you can’t think clearly and positively. I want you to hate everybody and ESPECIALLY YOURSELF! I want you to feel guilty & remorseful for the sins (mistakes) you have made in the past that you will NEVER be able to let go of……..I want to make you angry and hateful towards the world for the way that IT is & the way that YOU are.
I want you to feel sorry for yourself and blame everybody but ME for the way things are. I want you to be
deceitful and untrustworthy…..to manipulate and con as many people as possible. I want to make you fearful & paranoid for no reason at all. I want to make you wake up during all hours of the night screaming for me. You KNOW you can’t sleep without me! I’m even in your dreams. I want to be the FIRST thing you think of every morning and the LAST thing you think of before you blackout at night. I’d rather kill you, but I’ll be happy enough
just to put you back in the hospital or in another institution, or jail……but you know I’ll be waiting for you when you get out!!
I love to watch you slowly go insane. I love to see all the physical damage that I am causing you; I can’t help but sneer and chuckle when you shiver and shake; sweat and freeze at the same time! When you wake up and your sheets & blankets are soaking wet. It’s amusing to watch you ignoring yourself….not eating… not sleeping….. even your own personal hygiene……yes, it’s amazing how much destruction I can be to your internal organs while at the same time working on your brain……destroying it bit by bit.
I want you to know, I deeply appreciate how much you’ve sacrificed for me…… the countless good jobs, all the fine friends that you deeply cared for….you gave up FOR ME!! What’s more, the ones you’ve turned against yourself because of your inexcusable actions. I’m even more grateful for them! And especially your loved ones; your family; the most important people in the world to you….you threw them away….for me!! I cannot express in words the gratitude I have for the loyalty you have for me. You sacrificed all these beautiful things in life just to devote yourself COMPLETELY to me. But do not despair. You can ALWAYS count on me. For after you’ve lost ALL these things, you can depend on me to KEEP you in a LIVING HELL…..to KEEP your mind, body and soul….for I will not be satisfied until YOU, Connie, are dead, my friend!
Forever yours,
Your Addiction
"
Why - WHY are you both holding onto those meds? Please, I can't stress this enough - get RID of them!
Glad to see you got on the website today, i've been on for three hours already. This place is addicting. lol
You ol' fart, YOU do realize that YOU are my reason for not opening this nonrefillable 60 pills of 50mg trams. I'm close to 60 days off hydros and oxy's just live on the gabapentins, tylenols, ibuprofins, vitamins etc. Last night on here I found info about amino acids, I'm going to the health food store tomorrow to fill the list. It's a large list of instructions so i'll just put the link here [url]http://www.medhelp.org/health_pages/Addiction/Amino-Acid-Protocol/show/15?cid=66[url/] we need to do this bud!
You ol' fart, YOU do realize that YOU are my reason for not opening this nonrefillable 60 pills of 50mg trams. I'm close to 60 days off hydros and oxy's just live on the gabapentins, tylenols, ibuprofins, vitamins etc. Last night on here I found info about amino acids, I'm going to the health food store tomorrow to fill the list. It's a large list of instructions so i'll just put the link here [url]http://www.medhelp.org/health_pages/Addiction/Amino-Acid-Protocol/show/15?cid=66[url/] we need to do this bud!
Anshiloh - please get rid of those pills! I promise you, in a weak moment, and you will have a weak moment we all do, you'll be tempted to take one.
You have started your recovery so do not stop. I am on day 17 & feel better but still a long way to go. I like you was on tramadol for 8 years & really big time for the last 18 months. It is the hardest drug in the world to get off of. I still have I bottle of 120 tablets that has never been opened & an open bottle with many in it & it is here so I can say rott you ********* I will never take another one of you nor will you try to destroy another person. You have to take this stance & exist for today so you can be free of drugs & happy about in the future. Hang in there.
Also excellent advice. Right now I am toughing it out without the vitamins and such because I am broke. I have been eating though, so that's good.
Tjv...force yourself to eat toast, crackers, juice soup, whatever you have. The food helps give you some energy and mood lift.
Tjv...force yourself to eat toast, crackers, juice soup, whatever you have. The food helps give you some energy and mood lift.
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