to blotoutthesun, road2recovery, greatgreebo, missbecca24, m_i_strongenuf, not me now, ibkleen, avisg, and troubleinohio

[tramhamilton]

after my initial post i posted a couple hours later to let every now i was alright. thank you all for being there for me it helped alot, after i took the klonopin i began to feel normal. (at least as normal as someone who is a pillhead) lol

my plan is to try and taper down, i do think going from 30 trams a day to 0 would be dangerous . i have already began the tapering. Can any one tell me how i should taper down, and what kind of w/d i will have?

missbecca24 a couple of your threads were pretty harsh, but i probably needed to hear that. to everyone who posted me or saw the post, I DID NOT TRY TO KILL MYSELF????????? i realize now that i could have and thank god he was watching over me. i was just extremely lonely and depressed that day. my 12 year old son had went with his father for the weekend (exhusband), my fiancee was out of town working, so i was home all weekend alone. i know this is not an excuse but i have never done anything like that before, so i think it may have had a little to do with it (just wanted to have that feel good feeling) which anyone on tram knows what i am talking about.

i will keep you posted as to my progress and i hope everyone had a Happy New Year, (just lucky i was here to celebrate it) again thanks for all your concern and help.

ps i am so glad my son was not home to see that!!!!!!!!!!!

[road2recovery]

glad u are feeling ok...doing a taper on the tram is great....i have never taken those, but someone here may be able to help you with a taper plan
good luck
and keep fighing
r2r

[avisg]

I am gald you are going to taper i was worried about you attemting to CT off off 30 tram a day.If you need any help or someone to talk to just let me know ...
avis

[avisg]

I am gald you are going to taper i was worried about you attemting to CT off off 30 tram a day.If you need any help or someone to talk to just let me know ...
avis

[GoingToMakeIt]

Look on avisg profile. She has a good taper plan in her journals. It doesn't matter how long it takes to get free. It is the being free that we are after. Keep up the good work and hey, don't be a stranger here.:) We like hearing from you.

[BlotOutTheSun]

so glad to see your well, With heaven's help, You cast your demons out, problems will happen to you all the time and it isnt that your a weak person, your subconcious mind tells you pills are the solution to every problem, just keep fighting it off tram, you give us all quite a scare that day, i really didnt want to leave the computer until you posted again, but my wife had dinner ready and that means come now, when your down and out watch a comedy movie or look through some photo albums and youll realize you have so much to be happy for, please dont risk your life again no matter the problem, nothing is worth dieing over, stay strong hun

[MissBecca24]

Im just glad that you are feeling better . I hope that you have a great New Year and that you get the support that you need here
Keep fighting

Becca

P.s Im sorry if it was harsh