vicoprofen/hyrdocodone withdrawal

[lanas]

I came upon this cite this morning as I sit here waiting for a call from my doctor about refilling a vicoprofen prescription. I've never done anything like this before (a bulletin board). But I too want to get off this stuff but seem incapable. I have a job I love but that is very stressful. I get up at 4:45 am to work out of my home so that when I pick my daughter up from preschool at noon, I can have the day with her, unencumbered my other things (mainly my job). She is 4 and the joy of my life. Her father takes her to her preschool. I am currently taking about 4-5 per day for migraines; it really helps, but I also recognize that I am taking it now because I need it to exist well. I, like others, have taken Ultram. It certainly will keep the withdrawal symptoms of hydrocodone away, but only causes its own. I am just curious for any responses; I want to quit this, but I know if my doctor calls back and I have a prescription, I'll be at the pharmacy within 30 minutes... I guess this is a cry for help, so Help!

[lanas]

Well, I took 1, but only 1.  It's a start.  We'll see...  Hang in there Korg; you truly have gone too far to turn back now; keep posting!  You can make it... I want to be here when you say you've gone 125 hours... Sunny--it really sounds like you have had a rough time.  But it also sounds like you KNOW what you have to do; as I am learning (albeit really really reallllllllllly slowly), that is a first step.  But I also know what you mean about just being accepted by God and fully forgiven.  I do believe it will all work out.  So Korg, where are you?  At about 113 hours??????

[Korg]

It's now 112 hours and counting.  Phew, I'm just now starting to feel a nudge, but I've turned my back on it.  I'm too far along to give in.  But it's being a bit of a nag about now.   But I also know, from experiance now, that it will pass.  

Sunny hang in there.  I'm rooting for you.  You can do it.  minute, by minute, hour by hour, day by day.  Whatever it takes dear friend.  Get here.  Where I'm at is great, even with a few nags from the "Queen ***** Codone".  I know, as FACT that taking a pill won't make me feel better.  I know, as FACT that taking a pill will give me a short break and then kick me square in the teeth.  Well F*#k That!!!

As some of you might be able to tell, I've been at the Board for sometime these days.  It's helping.  I'm flattered that my trip on the road may help you also.  That is an added benifet. Your encouragement is such a blessing and I thank you all so, so much.

Sunny1: About making deals with God.  I've learned that doesn't work.  I'm sure you've figured that out by now too.  But if you come to him with a sincere heart, I know in my heart that he will act on your behalf.  There's a great prayer and verses on a lower thread that I replyed to today.  Ilayk or Lkayk was the one that posted it.  Please find it, I'm sure it will bless you as it has blessed me.  That goes for anyone else too that feels the need of a blessing in this time. When you read them I recommend you read them aloud so as to give the words their full force.  God's word does not return void.  If you don't find it let me know and I'll mail it to you if you like.

Lanas:  I'm pulling for you.  I'm saying new prayers too.  I'm proud of every step you make.  May God's Grace, be with you, and keep you safe.

Love to all, Korg

[sunny1]

HI
KORG HANG IN THERE!!! U-D-MAN!!!
I WILL KEEP YOU POSTED ON THIS BIZARRE EVENT. I HAVE GONE FROM BANK VICE PRESIDENT LOUNGING AT COUNTRY CLUB TO DRAWING UNEMPLOYMENT AND SCAMING PILLS AT A RELATIVES HOUSE.  DOPE DOES NOT DISCRIMINATE.  I AM NOW MAKING GOOD CASH AGAIN BUT ALL I WANT IS CLARITY AND NOT CRAVE AND CHASE THIS JUNK SO I CAN BE WITH MY WIFE AND KIDS AND GIVE THEM A BETTER SHOT AT THE GAME OF LIFE THAN I WAS DEALT (NOT FINANCIAL BUT EMOTIONAL...PEACE)  I WANT TO LOVE ON THOSE RASCALS WITHOUT FEELING LIKE **** BECAUSE I AM RUNNING OUT OF PILLS ETC...THE WINDOW DRESSSINGS ARE STRIPPED AWAY.   I JUST WANT OUT!!! YOUR POSTINGS HERE INSPIRE ME!!!
110 HOOURS WOW!!! I HAVE NOT SEEN THAT SOBRIETY SINCE THE ICE AGE!!!  BUT IF YOU CAN DO IT I CAN TOO.  I AM NOT CUTTING ANYMORE DEALS WITH GOD.  YOU KNOW THOSE (IF YOU LET ME LIVE I WILL STOP ETC...PRAYERS). GOD DOES NOT DEAL LIKE THAT BUT HE IS THERE WAITING WITH ME AND GIVING ME MORE AND MORE CHANCES TO GET IT RIGHT. ONE OF THESE DAYS HE WILL WANT ME HOME.  I JUST HOPE HE CAN LOOK AT ME AND SAY "GOOD TRY THY GOOD AND FAITFUL SERVANT, COME ON IN AND REST NOW IT IS OKAY..."    

JESS
LANAS
KORG
YOU ALL ARE GREAT
THANKS-

[Korg]

Way to go!!!  Every little victory is still, INFACT, a victory.  each one counts.  If it's an extra hour before, or half a tablet less.  It's still a step.  Keep on step'n.

Three cheers for Lanas!!!  

Your buddy, Korg

[lanas]

This is really incredible to me.  I KNEW ultram was addictive; I mean I've learned that through my own use.  But I had no idea what its effect has been on some people.  It's amazing.  I just gave up ultram for the vicoprofen.  I've only taken two today--normally would have taken 2 more by now and maybe 1-2 more later, but definitely 2 more by now.  I'm trying not to (but wanting to very much).  Thing is, if I do, only have two more and don't know when I can get more.  But more than that, Korg-you and your tenacity are keeping me from it so far--I mean it's only been 1 1/2 hours since I would have taken the 2, but it is still something...

[GOD]

Sunny--

Read your post, and man, do I ever sympathize. I had to go back on a low dose (for me) 50mgs every 8 hours to stop the WDs. I just don't know when this will ever end. at least, like we both said, we probably won't have any problems with morphine or OXYs since they just don't work anymore on our poor ruined brains!

Korg-

You are definately an inspiration to us all! Keep it going - you have gotten through the toughest part with amazing strength (a lot of credit goes to the man above too!) but I'm *sure* you already know that.....