so far so good

[hydrokid]

I wrote yesterday my post started with hi ppl just giving this a try and I want to say thanks to the guy that relied to me iv never been a fan of meetings and stuff. But this is Different siting home and relating to ppl is much more comfortable. Just my opinion even though I will have to attend meetings soon anyways like I said I have about a 3yr habit of at least 10-15 hydro 10s a day sometimes up to 30 I tried to quit cold turkey Thursday and couldn't take it so Friday t took 6 10s and felt great still less then usual then today I took a half 10 at 5am and another half at 10am I don't feel great but I don't feel sick usually if I can make it to 1-2pm I'm good as I wake up so early and bed early and I feel very hungry now but I'm going to hold off have a small snack about 1 and normal dinner about 5. I'm planing on doing the same tomorrow so I don't feel like crap and so I have an appetite for Easter dinner then Monday I'm going to try and quit again as long as I feel half decent today and tomorrow so tired of spending all this money that my family could use basically my point is this must be mostly mental if I'm feeling ok on 1 hydro today

[dominosarah]

I didnt have the willpower to taper down so i my only choice was to go ct.  This is your recovery, noone elses so if tapering worked for you that is great.  Many have tapered and i amazed at the strength it takes to do that.  You dont have to have alot of clean time under your belt to be credible.  Take it one day at a time and soon those days will add up.  You are doing fine, keep moving forward and keep posting~~~~~sara

[0421]

not everyone on here believes in cutting down, but that is how I did it. I have relapesed a few times but like one pill in the middle of the night, never enough to go back through wds. If it takes you to cut down then do it, but you will have to CT and go through the wds but I know I did it and you can to. I can't wait until I have been clean long enough to be one of ppl on here who is credible!!! I plan on being one of the good guys and right now even if I don't have a lot clean time, it does ME good to comment to others so keep posting it helps. good luck and prayers to you