Yes, you need to see a psychiatrist for an evaluation and go from there. There is so much help for you, so know there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Sharing with us was a big first step, now take the second so you can get your life back. Best wishes.
I agree with mammo, you need to get an evaluation by a psychiatrist and he can help you with the right medications and may also want you to go to therapy...dont wait on getting help cause the longer you wait sometimes it gets harder to treat so go now while all this is happening to you....Keep us posted on your progress..
God Bless,
Sissypants