My Story On My Anxiety .

[shidabug97]

okay so it alll atarted in like november 2011 i was w. 3 friends & we were all bored so my friend wanted to go to this boy house. the boy weed and we all wanted some , but my friends didnt know how to inhale the weed while smoking and i only did. so we smoked and i took about 4 puffs & inhaled it because i didnt know the reaction. so we all just laughing and stuff and out of nowere i started feeling weird like i wasnt in my body or i was in a dif. body , my friends said i took off running saying call the cops ! i was scared that i was goong to die. my heart was racing very fast. so like 2 mina later my friends mom pulled up and they rushed me to the hospital. i stayed there for about 5 hours until my heart rate came down. the er sai it had cannabis in it. thats why my heart was racing. so i leeft the hospital and whent home and rested.  the next day i was good nothing happened. then at the end of janutary 2012 it was coming back  but not that bad. i was scaredd because my heart beat felt irregular like skipping beats. and i dialed 911 then tey took me to the hospital and they diagnosed me w. anxiety. but i didnt know what anxiety was so a couple days later i kept having panic attacks back to back and they dignosed me w. panic disorder depression nd anxiety . and ever since i keep having anxiety attacks & alooooooot of symptoms any tips ? im only 14 & now i cant enjoy my life how i use to before that night happend. before the weed thing i was an fun girl always w. friends. & now im always in the house w. nothing to do. i just wanna be normal again !

[shidabug97]

that was the first time i ever smoked weed & i didnt think it was going to be that bad. but how could one time of smoking leave me w. this ?

[Nitsuj242]

Ps. I have alot of experience with this drug and did alot of other drugs. I'm now 26 years old and clean and i'm telling you for real if you wanna get better be happy and live longer your gonna wanna stop everything drug related. F*ck even cigarettes make anxiety worse. =/ It ***** but it's true. I ended up in the psych. ward because I smoked some bud that was laced with something. I ended up having a nervous breakdown vomiting and sitting on the kitchen floor repeating random words over and over again rocking back and forth. It ain't worth it kid.

[Nitsuj242]

Hey, I was always into smoking bud for a long time and it was cool when I was a kid but as I got older it only made me more ****** up and paranoid. On top of it delusional with almost schizophrenic behavior. Stay off any and all drugs. They will just make you more depressed and ****** up not to mention shorten your life span considerably.... Stop smoking teh **** if you want a good chance at getting better. People think it's so f'ing cool but in reality it's gay as **** and lame to waste so much money on it plus it can cause lung cancer like Bob Marley died of and you don't know who grew it and what's in it. People who smoke it also like to tend to paint it out to make you chilled out and laugh alot. This is ********. All bud does is magnify/amplify your current state. If you suffer from anxiety and depression this is an evil combination as it will amplify all of your problems.