Im going to have a nervous break down

[bip]

Im in so much stress this morning.  I got bad news my older  sister has cervical cancer.  My older son been crying all morning telling me he hates me and he wishes he had another mom cause I dont do anything for him.  My ANXIETY is starting to affect him I think.   I want to cry all day.  Im going to see a councelor to get some help.  Im  really having a bad morning everything is all at once Im ready to break down.  I cant handle anything anymore.  

[suzi-q]

One of my computers is down and I was out of the house most of the day yesterday.  I am so sorry for all that you are going through right now.  Don't worry about your son.  I know that you feel guilty because you have been so out of sorts lately, but he will be fine and bounce right back.  Just take care of you and try your best to be strong for your sister.  

[yellowrose]

hey girl , so sorry to see what your going through, my mom just had the same cancer it was really bad and it went into her female orgains but guess what as bad as hers was she doing great they got it all, and same can be for your sister. pray for her do what i did i called churches and had them praying i belive in the power of our Father , our God.  your son is young and belive me they all at some point in our lives hear that my two sons did the same , tell him your really sorry he wants a nother mommy but you love him so much and hope that he will stay with you , i did that and my sons were shocked and broke down .  i ve been in anxiety most of this week so far yesterday was a great day for me , today not so hot but we will get through them and know that tomorrow will be another day we can live and love our family. try and relax sit down take time to talk to your sweet boys see how their day was , think of them and try not to dwell on bad stuff. i will pray for your family and . your sister . barbara

[Raine9]

I am so sorry to read about your sister.  I'll pray for her and hope that it didn't spread.  

Your son doesn't mean what he is saying.  It's probably hard for him that you work nights and he doesn't get to spend enough time with you.  

Hang in there hon, everything will work out.

I will pray for you and your sister.

Keep us posted.

[bip]

Thanks  Im really glad your back.  Im just so stress but Im carming down now...

[hatgal]

Are you on any anxiety meds?  Particularly klonopin?  This would help very much with your anxiety and CALM you so you can take deep breathes and put everything into focus.  You MUST take this bull by the horns NOW.  Don't wait to see your counseler - go right to the ER or a prompt care facility.  Just please get some mental help TODAY.  I feel so bad for you and have read most of your posts lately.  But, honestly, you have to take CONTROL beginning with the proper meds.

I know I'm one to talk lately, as my life is in a shambles, but I believe it would be alot worse if not for my medication.  

So please take my advice.  And, your son does not hate you; he feels very bad for you and doesn't know how to help you and he wants his Mommy back to "normal."  Go, go, go, please.  Take care.  Lilly