i am currently trying to come off a bad medication for my bipolar. its been two weeks since i stopped and i have never felt such terrifying anxiety! its was so bad i was stuck in bed, i couldnt eat, i had to sleep all day just to get through it. Ive been staying at my moms to go through this and last night i relized i would have to go home today and went completely insain. i knew id be alone alot and i couldnt take it. i litteraly felt like i was going to die... or that shooting myself in the head was the only way out. i couldnt stop rocking back and forth i thought.... this must be the end.... im never going to be sain again. it took ALOT to get me to come out of it. now.... im on the verg of insanity all day. im having to have my sister stay with me just so i wont completely loose it. what do i do? is this normal? what natural ways can i ease these horrible feelings. i just feel like i cant take it anymore!!!