Does anyone else flip out?

[dawsohs]

hia ive had a mad rage today when my boyfriend got a call off phone of his friend that happens to be a girl. I had a bad day to start off with and this is not an unusual thing. On reflection i totally over reacted, walked out the house, he said he cant cope and it's over usual sort of thing. This happens regularly due to my mood swings, anger and hostility. I am being treated for depression but cant help but think i have bi polar or bordrline personality disorder. What do you think???............Go and see my doctor i know, but its not that easy as i feel stupid telling the doctor. Other things i do...... Lie to him hit him have spat at him before now, i am irratic i can become tired too much, i'm angry, i am paranoid and i hear things that are not there. I cant remember stuff i loose concentration too easily. i know i'm a really horrible person hey!! I was abused as a child which he knows about but no one else does. My boyf says i'm a loon as my mood changes and if ive done something wrong i just carry on like nothing has happened. Thing is though, i actually love him to bits but i just cant control myself. He hates me and so does the rest of the world.I know i'm not very nice but it's because i feel like my head will explode, i can;t control myself. Anyone else suffer with this#~?Or am i really just horrible??mPlease tell me i'm not crazy

[25andhurt]

hey hun i get very bad bursts of anger or extremely emotional and flip out over any and every thing no matter how big or small the problem

[wj74]

I agree, and I used to flip out a lot before treatment.

[adel_ezz]

NO
sure you are not crazy since you expressed yourself so neatly and you know that there is something basically wrong. BUT pdocs are there to help. You have to face it you have to seek help from a professional and not from forums. Perhaps you have a very bad temper so that you overreact, only pdocs can dx you and especially a therapist can be of help here. But don't abandon the idea of consulting a doctor and no shame to tell him everything, it's their duty and actually they make a good living out of listening to you.
good luck