Hello. I was diagnosed with bipolar a couple years back and now I feel like I'm getting worse. I'm so paranoid about everything it feels like. People have said to me quit being so paranoid but I can't help it. I see things that are not there. Also, when I get mad at the things I do I talk to myself. I know I sound crazy. I take meds already and I really don't wanna tell my mother just yet. She might judge me. Any ideas on what to do?