episode or normal

[ashleytiny85]

I started taking a new med about a month or two ago and I don't know if its working on not cause I got clean around the same  time. I moved back with my mom but she hates me. this last few weeks I have been in a different mood. after the loseof the closest one to me I just flat out dont give a **** about anything. I haven't been staying at my moms in awhile staying from place to place. not doing anything just can't seem to stay in one spot living out of a back pack not even sure if I have a home. don't even care. some might say its sort of manic, I feel like I'm running away in some way or another,  my heads messed up. I'm bored. I couldn't give a **** about anything in life. I need to care again.

[Midijane]

Hi Ashley,

I've been in the place where I don't care about ANYTHING many times before. I think I got used to it after awhile. Medicine was the only thing that helped me get over that.

Stay strong and do things each hour to take care of yourself. I mean really focus on healthy things to do and move forward. But don't forget there will be many mistakes made along the way, we are only human.

Stay in touch. Wishing you happier times ahead :)

[Bubulous]

Did your family know about your addiction?  If so how supportive where they?

[Bubulous]

My ex did the same thing.  She lived out of her car for months.  She didn't feel safe with anybody, even her family.  It was a mixture of fear and depression.  She also didn't want to burden anybody.  What did you come off of, what was your drug or drugs of choice.  What meds are you on now, any antidepressents?