mood swings - hate life

One of my meds is to strong and makes me so sleepy in the morning, but it does make me feel just a bit better.  I can't smoke MJ cause it seems to makes things worse.  has anyone had to change up meds after years of being stable.  One event has cause me to go into my mixed state.  I hate this so much

[ILADVOCATE]

Yes I've had to change medications many times. With mood stabilizers that's common. Sometimes it takes a while to find one that is fully effective and that you can tolerate as well.

[bastet56]

yes, I've changed meds many times and mixing it with pot only makes things worse. You are mixing another drug on top of your prescribed ones.

[kris123]

I took sepuiol(sp) last night 100mg.  I am going up to 150 tonite and see.  I was on 200 for a long time and it did help, but it makes me so sleepy at night.  But when I wake in the morning my anexity is not bad.  I feel better today just by taking it last night.  I am in a manic state as well and seeing so men.  I found one that says he loves me and wants to move into the house I am buying and I really think he loves me.  this is after a week lol.   l do love him and am going with it.  i am scared to tell him about my bipolar lol