Hi Everyone,
I am a 61 year old woman who was told I had a Chiari Malformation about ten years ago by a neurologist, but he said it was not causing my symptoms, and even if it was, surgery would make it worse. My doctor had sent me for an MRI due to MS-like symptoms.
Well, good old Mr. Google has finally given me an education thank goodness. And though I've been warned by well-intentioned family members to be careful what I read, the internet has helped me many times. I diagnosed my Hashimotos and that I needed T3 as well as T4 for instance, at a time I was spiraling downhill. My doctor was clueless, but the endocrinologist he sent me to is great and I have gotten much better taking Cytomel as well as Synthroid.
But, back when I heard I had CM, reading about the surgery scared me and I didn't want to have anything to do with it. I did not trust it, hearing peoples awful stories. So I decided to believe that neurologist, and forgot about the diagnoses for ten years.
However, my health has been getting worse. Chronic fatigue has always been a major problem and I haven't been able to work for a while now. Had headaches since childhood which come and go but they have come back lately with bad neck pain and a whooshing sound in my head with my heartbeat.
About five years ago I developed extreme pruritus, bee sting like sensations all over my body, burning under my skin, sometimes feeling like I have glass chards in my skin and this usually makes me feel nauseated. I believe that food sensitivities can cause this and possibly getting a virus, but I also wonder if it is Chiari related. It is so bad now that I would do anything to get rid of it, but no medications work, and I don't want to live on meds. Your body eventually develops a dependency and you get side effects and end up worse off.
I also have been getting extreme hotflashes for over fifteen years which are getting worse. I change from cold to hot every few minutes and have to constantly throw blankets on and off and I sweat all day long. I don't think this is normal menopause. Tried all kinds of hormones but they didn't work and Premarin gives me hives. I think it might be due to brain stem compression.
Also, I am starting to get a numb feeling and weakness in the muscles in my left leg, and pain in my left arm and tingling in my fingers. This comes and goes. I've also had long periods, years, with extreme thirst and having to urinate frequently, but no diabetes. My sense of smell went off, smelling things that were not there, then not smelling things that are there. This is starting to come back to normal, I think though. Also sensitivity to high-pitched noises like keys tinkling. And I have always had a problem with concentration, hearing and ADD which caused me to fail grade nine. Yet later, I managed to get a university degree. But lately I have to keep rewinding what I watch on TV because I forget to listen, or the words are too muffled. And my vision is double, blurry, greyed-out sometimes.
I believe that in my teens and twenties I suffered from hydrocephalus because aside from the headaches, I felt this pressure in my head and I couldn't think, and my vision would go gray. No one believed me so I wasn't tested for it. Maybe I am wrong. How can I tell if I have it now?
So, I asked my new doctor for a follow-up MRI, and now it turns out that a very highly commended neurosurgeon in Toronto wants to see me. My doctor fought with three neurologists first, to get them to see me, but they all refused, saying I need a neurosurgeon. My GP seemed quite surprised. He seems to think that since I've had Chiari all my life, it is no big deal.
He's always treated me like I'm a neurotic, menopausal, nutcase who "should pull up my socks and get back to work because going on disability is one foot in the coffin". He said that this neurosurgeon is very picky about who he will see, but for some reason wants to see me. First I have to do another MRI of my cervical spine and I think it is also a CINE MRI at the same time. Have you heard of them being done together? Because I don't quite trust that they know what they are doing when they set up the appointments. I cancelled the brain MRI, because I already had one and what is the point of two of them within a few months? I go January 13th.
Thanks to your extremely informative forum here, I have learned so much! I did not think I had EDS, but after reading about it, I suspect I do now, since I had ganglion cysts on both wrists in my teens, and now my wrists slip out so easily it is hard to lift a pot or do much physical work with them, as does my thumb, big toe and sometimes my hips. My jaw used to lock up on me until I became vegetarian--the food is easier to chew. But I can't do that anymore, have started eating meat again because of so many food sensitivities there is little choice left for me.
Because I have had such a time with fatigue, depression and anxiety plus everything else over the years it has been hard to keep working. Four years was the longest I could do but I have worked on and off and do my best to make money. Now I am suffering financially but could not live on disability because, due to my extreme environmental sensitivities, I need to rent a clean, newish, detached home. I tried a townhome and the smoke from other tenants made me totally sick. I simply can't do an apartment. My 69 year old husband is doing his best to work part time to keep us in a house, but I worry about the future. I don't know how people on disability survive when they are forced to live in terrible housing with such a small income!
I appreciate any advice and thank you for reading this long post. Right now I am thinking that even if surgery is recommended I will not do it, because I am terrified of making things worse at my age. But at the same time, my new symptoms, the numbness etc. has me really worried too. I only have my husband and not a good support system for a long recovery. My family lives far away.
Thank you again for this wonderful forum!!!