Ok SURGERY is back ON for TOMORROW

[Devin215]

Ok so after playing slap and tickle with my NS office and surgery coordinator my surgery is Still set for tomorrow.... The family cancelled.... SO I will be in surgery tomorrow at 8am October 29th with Dr.Won at kaiser in FONTANA, CA and I am freaking out!!! Wish me luck everyone im gonna have a death grip on some brass knuckles till they give me a relaxer lol. lol.... I am soooo scared but know this is the right thing to do to prevent from getting worse.... marmar0515 agreed to post for me....Thanks in advance MARLA!!! U r awesome!!

[marmar0515]

I'm glad I could be there for you as you were for me and you can text or call any time you need to i'm there when you need to talk cause your gonna go threw a lot of different thought and feelings while your healing talk to you soon.

[Devin215]

OK EVERYONE,
THE TIME HAS COME!! I AM GOING TO BE LEAVING TO HEAD TO THE HOSPITAL IN ABOUT 15-20 MINUTES !! AHHHHHHH I WASHED MY POOR HAIR FOR THE LAST TIME BEFORE I GET THE SYTLISH BUZZ CUT IN THE BACK..... I KNOW MY HAIR WILL COVER IT BUT REALLY IS THAT NECCESARRY? I WILL SEE HOW WELL I CAN NEGOTIATE THAT LOL... JUST WANTED TO LET YA ALL KNOW THAT I APPRECIATE ALL YOUR SUPPORT AND SEND ME SOME GOOD LUCK THAT MY SURGERY GOES GREAT AND IT IS PAINLESS!! THANKS EVERYONE AND WE WILL TALK SOON!!!

[chadry]

You will be in everyone's prayers. Here's to your speedy recovery.
Chadry

[Devin215]

thanks everyone I appreciate it!! I got back not too long ago from target and got my frumpy granny pjs that button up in the front and some loose fitting yoga pants to lounge around in. I will be at my sisters for a little bit after since my boyfriend will be working during my recovery during the day and also gone for a few days in arizona for work.... I am trying to focus on comfort. I am trying to relax and not freak out too much but cant eat now since it is past 12 am.... I can't sleep either..... I think I will b ok though. Just really scared still!!!

[n40066]

best of luck to you devin!  the light is brighter than it's ever been for you!  we will keep you in our thoughts and prayers.  and i'll send you some of that good luck and good healin karma too!  lol!  

just remember to breathe, say your prayers and ask Him to calm your nerves....you will be fine.  this is what you have been waiting for!  

good luck, friend!
elizabeth

[selmaS]

Devin...my best wishes that all goes well. I will be with u in spirit : )

take ur time getting back on.

Thanks Marla for posting updates : )


I was scared too.....and to relax...I pictured an egale flying overhead..against a blue sky and the sun shining bright....he just kept going round and round...so beautiful...so large a bird...yet graceful.....this helped me relax.

Godspeed
"selma"