I am throwing this out to the Universe . . . .

[libzo2]

Dear Mom,
I had to stop myself from pulling into your driveway to rush to tell you, the one person not in the world that I long to please and impress, you Mom.  I wanted to celebrate my conquest of the dragon to which you would have had a one sided toast to me and Don Quixote.  
I am under 23 for week 4 of Incivek so I am fighting a worthy fight.  I will NOT give up.  I miss you so and this one is definitely for you.  Animos, your loving daughter
libzo

[rockymoe]

My husband and I are orphans, we lost lost his father and my mother, my mother was unexpected and she said I'm dying I Love U Guys! I mourned awful, I believe this isn't the end. I went to a medium I really like and my Mother was there and what she said would only make sense to me I went to her again asnd she told me she was smiling and very happy about this treatment. I know she is always with me.
We lost my mother in law 9 months later.
Followed by my sister in laws father,He lost his wife and didn't want to live without her.
Then a frw weeks later my husband's wonderful Uncle the Medical Ctr called him the walking miracle, I think he was like on living on 10% of a heart for the last 10 yrs. I am thankful that I have all these wonderful people on the other side guiding me and I Love them all'
If this post doesn't make sense as I Posted before I have entere Zombie Land!!

[eureka254]

We have all struck out in anger or frustration or loneliness in moments of grief or pain, it's only human, I'm sure folks understand.  I hope you continue to find comfort and solace in the world even though your mother cannot be with you. I believe most people here are happy for your success as your mom is proud looking from above, and it's beautiful that you still hold her in your heart and mind to share the happy and joyful moments in your life.  May you continue to have undetected and continue to share that excitement with your Mom and us as well!  Take care. ~eureka

[libzo2]

Dear Universe,
I apologize for having my little thunderstorm.  I have no plausible excuse except that being human is painful.  I can’t seem to get on with my life since my Mom passed since going through treatment the second time without her is dreadfully lonely.  I found the "Grief and Loss" forum and found great solace.  
I need to apologize to you good people, “Universe”, for what – hurting out loud or being impatient for acknowledgement?  Yikes  This is embarrassing.  I feel like all I can do is to have a bloody melt-down.  
  
I am sorry for offending anyone.  I broke the golden rule on this site – I gave up.  Let’s face it, this entire site is about fighting, not giving in.  I didn’t mean to cast burdensome negative ripples into our lanquid pool of struggle.  
Thank you for your gentle lessons on humanity.  Sure am learning a lot from all this riba rage? Maybe?  Thank you for coming out of the darkness for me.  I like to think we are works in progress.  I guess I forgot.  

[fretboard]

Wow, now I get it.  I didn't even know you posted twice and now I do.  Hope you're doing well.

[TripleCrown]

I'm sorry I too was thrown off by the title. Then you are pulling into her driveway. Unless you open the comment I wasn't clear what you were trying to say.
Of course you want to share this with her...I think her soul is out there ... It knows and will be around to give you strength when you need it. Even if it is a message that is hard to hear that we are alone in this. We alone are responsible for our actions. And with some divine intervention and a huge amount of personal due diligence you and you alone will feel great joy in your triumph.
I have a mother. I don't think I'd cross the street to tell her my good news. You are lucky you had a mother that would rejoice for you.
Yeah!!!!!!for you.

[belle19]

i understand what you mean.  my dad's been gone for 7 years now and i still have his # on my contact list.  i would love to call him and tell him my news each week but i know he's watching over me.  i see 11:11 on my clock just about everyday.  it's the time prompt of spirit guardians.  i believe it's my dad.  check it out on google.  good luck with your tx.  keep me posted on your progress.  best wishes...belle

[Mary4now]

Nice responses for libzo2, would be nice to hear back from her.  Sometimes if you dont get so caught up in expectations you receive pleasant surprises.  thats what I've learned in my 62 yrs.

mary

[rockymoe]

I also am parentless my husband and I lost 3 parents in 9mos. I thank my lucky stars I was not on this VIC then I couldn't have dealt with it. I know my mother is with me giving me the strength to get thru this.

[Trish77]

I'm sorry - I actually didn't know your Mom had passed on until your second post.  Your first post read like perhaps you had some kind of personal conflict and weren't communicating with each other.

You'll have to remember that we're all in different timezones and life situations here.  I wouldn't take it that people don't care, simply that not always are people available exactly when we need or want them to be.  It doesn't mean nobody cares.  

You sent that out to the universe.....just because you didn't get a text response, doesn't mean you weren't heard.....I tend to think you were heard and that somewhere in that mysterious universe, your Mom is celebrating with you and raised that one-sided toast to you and Don Quixote as you imagined she would.

Keep heart.  Wish you well with your treatment.

Trish

[hostalavistababy]

Little treatment sensitivity maybe?  I did not see where the inital post required response either.

Many of us are going through triple, including myself, have lost our parents and I suspect the feeling of loss is universal among all human beings.

[frijole]

My heart goes out to you that you cannot share this with your mom.  Confidants are wonderful things.  Congrats on your conquest

frijole

ps - Be Patient

[starshine1ca]

Congratulations on your great success with this treatment and your message to your Mother was truly very beautiful....I wish I had my Mom here with me...but I know she is up there watching over me and helping me to slay this dragon once and for all.  Sure hope to hear from you again...I personally just started treatment and it gives me great hope to see such positive news!

Many blessings, Anita (starshine1ca)

[fretboard]

Oh my, we all feel for you but the social side is really slow sometimes and besides that your post wasn't really clear.  At least not to me, hope you're feeling better.

[mikesimon]

I meant - I hope you feel better.

Mike

[mikesimon]

I read your post and was touched by it. I share similar feelings about my parents. I did not reply because I didn't understand your post to be inviting a response. I thought you were just throwing it out there.....as you said.

                        I am throwing this out to the Universe . . . .

Don't take the lack of response as insensitivity. I think it's clear that we did read and get your post.

I hope you fell better.

Mike

[ninjamonkey]

I have barely been around or I would have commented right away. Me being another momless orphan I completely get you Libz. Turned my prescriptions in yesterday...on the count down to begin wish I could talk to my Mom too! You know I love you girl, keep your head up!
Cassie

[katla]

I was touched by your post, truly; it made me cry. Unfortunately, I share your tendency to focus on the negative, but when I see other people (you) do it I realize how absurd it is. You have such good news - focus on that!

I will share with you a quote I read on another forum recently: “The trick is in what one emphasizes. We either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves happy. The amount of work is the same.”
― Carlos Castaneda

Wishing you the best of luck ❤

[Livinontheedge]

Dont go there girl.   We care,  sometimes life isnt fair as we know.    Were all with ya and celebrate your accomplishment !   I didnt get such a great response from my fam either, but....  I have me :)  

[scoleman]

Your post brought tears to my eyes.  Sometimes it takes a while for people to see posts on the Hepatitis Social Site.  

Take care, Sherry

[libzo2]

Apparently the universe could care less whether I wished my dead Mom could hear my good news.   Wow, the support was completely underwhelming.  I don't know what I thinking anyone would understand or give a damn.  I am out of here.