4 yrs ago I had a MRI that showed nothing at all & then 2 yrs later I had all of these lesions. I just recently( in August) had another MRI that showed 18 lesions but when the neuro compared it to the earlier one he said there were no changes & the lesions could be caused from anything. The largest was 6mm. I'm having the whole spectrum of MS sx & failed neuro exams but since my LP came back neg. I'm told its not MS & somethings wrong with my brain but to go back to my PCP. I guess my question is this in 2006 nothing was there & in 2008 & 2009 all of these lesions appeared so do I age that quickly?? Would my smoking habit (I'm seriously trying to quit) make lesions in that shorrt amount of time?Would migraines make that many in that short amount of time? I have looked up other diseases that cause lesions but none explain the heat intolerance & eye sx I have. It seems like every 2-3 mo I have a new sx so I'll go from head to toe with my sx & see what you all think I should do.
Head::: horrible headaches, severe eye pain with constant blurriness in one eye & double vision in the other (this is new). One episode of awful face pain (I wanted to shoot myself!), vertigo, eyes twitch all the time now, ears ring.
torso:: twitches, swallowing problems, feels sometimes like I'm getting a bear hug & makes me feel like I cant breath, bowel incontanince ( or constipation, I'm all or nothing), spasms in my stomach.When I slightly move my neck a pain shoots down to my tail bone, & aconstant burning feeling in my spine between my shoulder blades that sometimes hurts so bad that I want to vomit, nausea that feels more like motion sickness than when you eat something bad.
legs & arms:::: feet & hands are always numb, problems walking (can't walk any distance or my legs go out from under me), pins & needles, tingling, vibrating feeling, toes move by themselves, can see muscles moving under my skin, have went paralysed twice (was called conversion disorder once so I didn't go back the 2nd time it happened), my arms go dead without warning, tripping alot, drop things alot, feels like bugs are crawling on me & then that usually turns into a shock like feeling, Wake up with my hands drawn into fists & sometimes have to have help straightening them out, of course the spasms , twitches, zaps & zings are relentless, RLS syndrome, tremor in R arm ( started with hand now all the way to my shoulder).
So, if all of that weren't enough I went to the E/R yesterday with horrible spinal pain & everywhere you touch my it hurts ( like my skin hurts). I can't move my toe without it shooting pain to my spine. After days of this & horrible spasms I had to get some relief so I go to the e/r (where I lost control of my bowels again ...embarrassing) & was given a loratab ( which I clearly told them I was allergic to) & a rx for neurontin & sent home with no tests or nothing! I can sit up today but I'm still in alot of pain. I feel like one big nerve ending & all of my sx are hitting me at once . I don't know what to do!! I can't afford the $100 to see my PCP or the gas to get there. We have no groceries, no nothing. I would have preferred to go the PCP instead of the e/r but can't afford it. Any thoughts or suggestions?? Thanks for letting me whine again!!