Hi everyone,
Im 30 years old with no kids and 4 months ago I had a laporotomy for a large cystadenoma type cyst on my ovary, they removed my ovary and tube along with it. My other ovary was fine, and i had regular periods straight away. Now that the physical healing is more or less over (apart from very painful periods), I feel like I'm going through a mental healing process, and I just feel like a mess. Maybe its just my hormones rebalancing or something :) I feel greatful that I came through the whole thing with still the chance to be able to have kids, but ever since I feel like my head is full of confusion. Im up one minute and down the next..
I feel scared that the same thing will happen to my other ovary, as it all happened so fast and out of the blue that I'm afraid the same thing could happen again. Is the chances higher if it has happened before?
Also ever since its happened, I cant stop thinking about wanting to have a baby, whereas before I never really thought about it much! It really gets me down at times. Its like now I feel like I dont have anymore time to waste...
Would love to hear from other women going through a similar experience.