I have sought counseling but not for this. In the beginning he was the man I've always dreamt of. But he started to change after I became pregnant and openly says that's when he changed. He turned cold. He says he's watched porn the whole time we've been together and that it only interfered with our relationship after I found out. Which is true. But knowing about it eats at me. I wish I had never found out. I love him with all my heart but I can't deal with this forever. Should it be ok as long as he treats me decent? I just don't know...
I don't know what the draw is to being Porn addicted, but I do know it is a problem not only in the US but in many countries.
I am new to this specific thread, but have you yourself gone to a therapist to find out why you accept this in your life.
You cannot change the man, he has already made that known, but picking a partner who is not available to you emotionally or physically is a real problem, not only in the ending of this relationship but in future relationships after this one.
Wishing you the very best
M
Thanks for all the comments. I have some thinking to do.
Think about your other child as well. Your son shouldn't be exposed to this nonsense.
Well, hon..... the writing is pretty much on the wall. He isn't going to budge.
This would be a deal breaker for me indeed.
He is an addict and refuses to get help. I would be outta of there with my child. You not only have to think about yourself but your child as well.
A daddy addicted to porn is not ideal.
I mentioned therapy last night to him and he basically laughed in my face. He says he's not comfortable talking about this issue with a therapist. I've tried everything I can think of and nothing is helping. I give him applause for at least trying the restriction but I really hoped its last longer than 3 weeks and that his urge to look at it would fade.
who's guilty here?? is it You for looking/checking His phone ?? or is it Him promising You He would not look porn anymore - but in fact He did??
You want Him to choose You over the porn and He's choosing the porn over You
sounds like a stalemate to me - You don't want porn, He does - so, if You leave - You both get what You want.
If this is a deal breaker for You You should leave - He has proven to You that He is not going to give it up - so the choice to stay or go is Yours - but don't stay and spend the rest of Your days fighting over porn - what You see is what You get - accept it or walk away - the fighting is not worth it for You and CERTAINLY not for the Children
Personally, I support leaving someone who is addicted to whatever yet refuses to seek recovery for His addiction.
GoodLuck
I wouldn't suggest turning a blind eye to this. Furthermore, if someone didn't respect and/or took in consideration my feelings then I would definitely reevaluate the relationship.
Secondly, I saw no mention of therapy in your post. If he feels he is addicted then why isn't he seeking therapy?
If he is truly addicted then he needs professional help as anything you implement probably isn't going to work.
Hi, i see life as a balance of exposure and unless some spirituality is added to our everyday life there is nothing to keep us in check when it comes to very earthly things and porn is about as earthly as it gets.
Maybe start with saying a prayer together before dinner to the God of your faith. Sitting alone on his bed thinking no one is watching him may cause some conviction.