I have SUCH a stupid question... I'm embarrassed to ask... Background: Basically, I have an AMAZING fiance. He had some 'issues' and some problems and a heck of a past before I met him... but since we've been together, he's grown in to such an amazing man and he is SO grateful for that and for me and my positive influence. I love him to death. And he's equally crazy about me. I'm so optimistic and happy about our relationship and I'm feeling VERY confident that I've found the man of my dreams. Ecstatic to say the least. So what's the problem you wonder?? LOL. Well... my fiance is GORGEOUS and naturally has a very charming and outgoing personality. I dont think I'm ever worried about him cheating on me... but yet, I can't help but feel insecure! It's stupid! I mean, I think it has a LOT to do with the fact that I have never been so in love and crazy about a man before. I think it makes it harder knowing that IF anything ever happened, it would be the most painful thing I'd ever have to deal with. So I get nervous. It's nothing that I outwardly display to him or complain about or tell him. But inside, sometimes I literally get butterflies in my stomach and lose my appetite when I think about women obsessing over him (they do too! he's a personal trainer at a gym and can't shake women away from him!). And you know, at the same time, I love it. Because I can look at these women and think 'he's mine!! Bwhahahaha!'. I dont even know what my question is. Dont be rude and just tell me I'm insecure. Overall, I'm really not... we have a healthy, comfortable, 'secure' relationship. (I mean, we LOVE going to strip clubs together for goodness sake!) I just have to GET OVER IT and take that risk, go out on that limb, and trust him completely. Is it possible to have a true, longlasting love? I hope so... I dont want to get hurt. What I have now is so perfect. I want him to want me forever... I have to stop thinking about it.