i have been on a mission for years to find an answer to what is wrong with me. i have been in and out of psychiatric hospitals several times threw the years and have been diagnosed several different things such as bipolar,bipolar 2 with panic and anxiety disorder,dissociative,adhd,etc.....after all the different med adjustments nothing worked! i always kinda felt like something physical was causing the mental symptoms,not to mention that i have 5 children ,my 1st 4 were girls,(,the 1st pregnancy was twins) and my 5th was a boy,and i tell you ,,every time i got preg.with a girl i felt more insane each time,i really went" out there"by my 4th daughter. after she was born i was told i couldnt have anymore kids n low n behold i got preg.with my son,,,i was petrified i would go completely insane with this one however,i was absolutely fine! all my kids have the same dad,i realized it was because i was having a boy.i knew before i was even told i was having a boy! this all led me to believe something hormonal is wrong.all my thyroid test are coming up in the normal range,however i do have a goiter that is visible,i had a nurse tell me i had a small goiter years ago,but i didnt realize until it got big enough that it was unmistakable ,i just had a sonogram yesterday n my blood work about 2 weeks ago,,my thyroid is in normal range???? wondering what my dr. will say about the sono results at my next appt.anyway,my hair falls out n is thining and im "crazy" and so of course after years of wanting an answer i thought for sure this was it when the goiter was noticeable,and i was excited! but apparently if my t4 levels are normal thats not it! am i understanding this right? i hope to find some answers in this tyroid goiter/nodule and some peace after years of wondering,,what in the world is wrong with me????