Lupus sounds like a possible answer to me, too. Also, MS (multiple sclerosis) sounds possible. I still think thyroid disorder is the best answer, but so many things could be causing your memory loss.
Best wishes in getting the answers you seek.
i was actually doing some research on memory loss and I am going to ask the dr to check if I hsve Lopus. There is a check list of 11 things and if u have 4 of the 11 the i guess you have it and i have 5. this seems like a possible answer?!?
I don't know, Julie. To me, the two sound unrelated since you are forgetting normal plain old everyday things that aren't trauma.
It sounds like you've suffered abuse - much of it that you clearly remember - and separately, you have problems with memory.
I agree with you about not wanting to remember. If you've managed to forget some abuse, best to stay forgotten. The chances that if you "recover" the memories they'll actually be accurate - or give you relief - seem very small.
Best wishes. Have you had your thyroid and other hormone levels checked? There are lots of causes of memory loss, prayers that you find out what's causing yours. It must be difficult when you can't remember day to day things.
"When i was about 13, the man i always concidered my uncle, he was married to my aunt so he wasnt biological, but still my uncle. one day out of the blue said "GOD you dont know how bad i want to f**k you," I left that situation in a hurry"
so u dont think i was trama that r causing my memory lapses. that would be such a relief. I going to have to do some research on memory loss and see what i can find if u find any information that could help me understand what is happening i would really appericiate it
Julie
You're not crazy, sounds like you have organic problems with long term and short term memory. You can't remember normal conversations with your husband. There are things in your life - normal and maybe possibly abnormal - that you don't remember. It's hard to tell what you remember that is actually true, since you can't things, and you forget days in your current life.
Could you try to rewrite this - it's hard to tell what you are saying because you left lots of words out:
"When i was about the man that had always been my uncle, he was married to my aunt so he wasnt biological, but still my uncle. one day out of the blue said GOD you dont know how bad i want to f**k you, I let that situation in a hurry"