it sounds like your marriage does not have a chance. and if i may say so. if she is that violent, you need to get out now while you are still alive luck jo
One other thing I felt I need to say to you. If your wife is being violent while you are sleeping, you may want to find another place for you or her to go. I would not stay there, it sounds like it could be much worse. Next time she gets violent, call the police and she will be made to leave the premises thereby leaving you and the kids where you are.
Stay with that thought you do need that help now ..Good luck let us know how you are doing
Thanks Teko and guessagain.
When I am not around my wife is good with the kids, or so I hear. She begrudges me any happiness and I guess she takes all of her frustration on me. I would hate for her to redirect that toward one of the kids.
I do hope I can be there anchor. Like I said, I know what I need to do, but finding the strength and courage to do it is difficult.
We have been through a couple different therapists but seem to resort back to one guy. The last time I went he said to me. "Why do you keep coming back? You just get beat down the entire hour". To me that sums it up.
A few minutes ago my wife came downstairs to check on me. She goes to bed around 8PM or at least she goes to be and gets on her computer. I am sick with the stomach virus, not swine. She rubbed my leg and I was repulsed by her touch. it has gone too far.
I am going back to my counselor tomorrow and am going to set an appointment with an attorney next week. It is time I do the right thing for my kids and me.
I have to give you credit for what you have tolerated in order to "do the right things", I once knew a guy like you, he could take a beating, and verbal abuse from his wife and never raise his voice or strike back, sometimes not even trying to block the punches. He would just stand there till it was over and say that it was just best if she got it out of her system. Eventually they divorced and he became the rock for his kids to hang onto.
Do you have decent insurance? Who's prescribing meds for her, a GP or psychiatrist?
Maybe you've already been through it, but providing a release between a therapist and psychiatrist would enable more insight and possibly a different course of treatment for the meds. At some point you may just have to consider what's good for the kids. How does she treat the kids when she's alone with them? Your one of those guys that is between a rock and a hard place and caring keeps you there. If worse comes to worse though, you can always know that you did your best, she can carry the guilt. I hope the best for you.
If your wife is on anti depressants and refuses to talk to her doctor about things, then she is not trying very hard to get help. It also sounds like the therepy is not working for either of you, so I would be looking for another one. Abuse is abuse. period. It is not healthy for the children to witness this. You need to make some decisions to take your life back. Marriage is a partnership. If not, it is not a marriage but simply a living arrangement. I do not believe divorce is the answer in most situations but let me tell you, this sounds like it has gone too far to be reversed. Hitting you with something while you sleep is way out in left field and you should have called the police. File for divorce and custody of your children, go to the bank and get a hold of your bank statements, take your name off credit cards etc, start taking your life back. Or suffer. Your choice.
Thanks. I am in counseling by myself as well. Together we have been in counseling for about 7 years. She does not force sex on me, she just grabs me and I have to ask her to stop. Yes, I do need to take my life back and I do take responsibility.
As far as housekeeping, I handle the yard and she does the inside, trust me it is equal. However, she never 'feels' like cleaning, so I am stuck with that as well.
My wife is on an anti-depressant and he got better for about two weeks. I asked her to talk to the Dr about the problem and she has chosen not to do so.
I do earn money, I earn enough that she does not have to work, but she said she would rather work than stay home with the kids.
Any time I make a demand or set an ultimatum, she does not care. Each time I try to take over the finances, she said she has already done it for the month. I have been chasing this for over a year and she will not let me know what she is doing. I feel betrayed and lied to and I feel like my money is being taken from me. My money is direct deposited into our joint account. We agreed to do this when we got married and I do not want to go back on my word. I am 100% committed and forthright to the end. I would rather deal with the internal stress than go against her. Whenever I do, i end up suffering more.
Thanks for your response I really appreciate it.
I am so sorry this is happening to you it seems as if you really need some professional help here I realse you said you are going to counseling obviously it isnt working and you may have to find some personal counselor for your self. This behavior isnt good and certainly not good for the children,it will affect them does your wife realise it will be disturbing for them to hear and see you both as I am assuming you retaliate when there is an argument. Some of this behavior is in your hands if you are earning money you do not have to hand it all over can you plan what is her house keeping and the bills and share the budget, what will happen if you tell her from now on you wnat to share in the household expenses and running of it.As for sex I dont get that bit no one can force that on you. Maybe its time to quietly take back your control,its your life aswell, if she is so unhappy is there any way you can help her feel more secure something is bothering her,.More help with a therapist may be in order.