Accept your gift of happiness. Whatever happened, and it is not clear what did, it did not rob you of this gift. There are those that would not give this advice, but great age gives me the gift (you see I have a gift too) of not having to be politically correct. I have seen too many fashions to get hung up on any of them.
I know ,you have had a few stressors here and they have triggered the anxiety ..so it is probably a cumeltive effect and yes it is possible the past has been part of it.I am sorry you lost your Granmom I know how that hurts ..sometimes we do not know the cause it may be good to focus on your life now, try to not dwell on the past too much... some counseling may help you if you have someone to talk it through with . hers a piece I have read many times from a book by Richrad Carlson called 'Slowing Down to the Speed of life' ... It's Impossible to experience any negative feeling without first creating a negative corresponding thought . 'The truth is ,our thinking will always create the reality we perceive ' Going through tough times I have told myself this, and found it helpful..let us know how you are doing...I see you are new to MH welcome ,have you checked out the forums and groups, there are many kind folks here waiting to make friends with you, browse and see the delights awaiting ......
hello and thank you there has been alot going on this year first my grandmother died back in august and she was basically my mother because i was with her since my birth and i miss her and i never really let go because i kept my feelings bottle up this whole ime an i don't know if that caused it or not and plus my sister is in a bad situation right now so that also adds. i guess i'm just trying o find the cause of the anxiety and was praying this wasn't one because i've been able to deal fine with it since back then so i didn't know but i feel better now
Hi lynn You may never know as it is possible, I guess it depends on the extent of the abuse,that he was asleep, however if it was a regular occurance that may be stretching it a bit...You have what I call a dilemma , you get on well now so what can you do about it, if you asked him he would say he didnt know, I doubt you made it up by the way .I dont think all cases people grow up and have anxiety from abuse, some do , but some manage to cope get counselling and go on to have good lives they dont all have mental disorders so discount that being said to you .,.Dont be scared , face it ,this is what we do we face our fears , you have come here it is the first step, Did anything happen prior to you starting to feel anxious, new job,college, home surroundings ..what do you think was the trigger point ..I have always found that it is our thoughts that make us feel bad, so when you feel yourself going there into the past and what happened give it a few mins then say Stop, and focus on something else, distract yourself more often than not if you dont dwell on it you will feel better .Good luck