11 days free from the Beast!!!

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Today makes 11 days free from this beast methadone!! Yesterday struggled a little w anxiety. But I MaDE myself get up and workout and eventually MADE myself get out of the house w my fam to run errands.  Amazing how much better I felt after I did that. I really didn't feel like doing anything.  But it was making my anxiety worse just sitting around doing nothing.  

I promise I won't be posting my progress ev day for the next 6 months.  Lol. Just maybe until I gain enough confidence against this beast!! So please bear w me my friends.  I can use all the support I can get right now.  

God bless u friends!!  Praying u all have a great day today!!!!

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Thank God my day is coming to an end and it's finally time to sit down and relax!! Oh goodness I hate these roller coasters!!! Lol

Thanks for helping me through this guys. U r the best.  Made it through another clean!!!  Get u some!!!!  Lol.

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Ok so I having pretty bad anxiety this morning off and on.  I managed to run to the grocery store to make sure we have food for the week. Cook lunch and supper. Get on treadmill for stress relief (2 mile walk. ) and mopped the floors.

Now trying to relax a watch the boys play outside. Then bath time for ev one.  

Although I didn't want to do some of the things on my list.  I still did and it made my anxiety subside quite a bit.  So it's all good. Guess I'm just better off if I stay busy.

I contained my anger and didn't slap the hub. Lol although I wanted to knock him in his mouth. Lol. So I did well!!! Another clean day in paradise. Ha.

Guess I just do much better when I'm busy working on teeth all day.  I love work!! Not that I don't like being Hm.  Just stressful at times.

It's life right!!?  

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Lol.  In my dreams Vic.  Lol. I'm vacuuming and mopping right now. Ha.

Good dream tho. Love ya

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You are to cute...Yes its had to be real hard for the people that had to do  the detox and take care of a hub, kids and go to work..WOW I would of had a harder ride...I was lucky I got to go to my Safe Place and just do what I had to do..I would leave all the chores and such alone..I did them in baby steps..I look at it all as a good thing..I was able to mellow out in all of my 56ys..My drug use off and on since I was 14 was to get wired up...OMG I am lucky to be alive...lol...Go to your Safe Place tell Hub you r going to choke every one if you are not left alone..You have pushed real hard..Go take a bubble bath with some candels and soft music....Calgone Take me away.....lol

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Oh Vic.  Glad I could make u laugh.  Bc I wasn't laughing earlier.   Whew. Made it through without slapping him. Lol.  Dang it.  

Yeah I understand about being so sped up I had things done in triple speed. Lol. I'm
About 1/2 speed now. But thats life.  And I'm doing the dang thing!!!!  

Love u Vic. Thanks.  Glad u were laughing cause I sure wasn't laughin w my foot about to go up somebodies butt!!  Lol.

Goo now tho.  My treadmill helpe somewhat.  Now back to being a momma and take care of all the real world stuff. Ha never stops

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You just make me smile and giggle...Oh them Husbands..I have been married for 27yrs and he just leaves me alone...We were Blessed to have them understand somewhat....Hang Tight...Another day, Another Coin...
I know my hub is glad to see me not running around with my drug compulsive behavior on having every thing done YESTERDAY!!!! All of my family is....Oh My the things we did...It is in the Past and the Furture holds Blessings......lol