20 days

[Kelseago]

Well I've made it to 20 days with no pills.  I feel I'm starting to level out some.  I'm still a bit emotional but getting better at containing myself. I just want to say thanks to those that have helped.  My husband has gotten better a somewhat supporting me. Not great but better.  I'm going to my meeting and talking a little more.  I have a bunch on my plate right that I'm trying to deal with. Anyhoo...

[Kelseago]

Thanks guys. It really is getting easier.  I don't even feel the pull of it anymore. Now it's learning to feel everything I'm dealing with and dealing with it in the proper way

[nwilliams27]

Congrats to u! Keep it up..

[TheBigEasy]

A better you will come after every day.  TRUST ME.  14 days clean today.  It's like heaven.  I suggest meeting a friend on here and chat when you need someone.  I found my soul-mate on here and she's been a god send.  Not sure where I would have been without her.  Keep pushing forward.  I promise each day is easier.

[Kelseago]

I'm not going anywhere.  I have to do it this time.  I have to get better, for me.  My family needs me to be healthy and strong.  We are fighting for custody of my husbands kids, so they need a better me

[gritz47]

please don't go.  we all get cranky and i don't think anyone will hold it against you. I just joined so how about giving me a chance?

[TheBigEasy]

Good for you!!!  Yeah, the emotional part may be around for a while.  Your emotions were clogged for so long that they now feel free...free to drive you nuts!!!  Not unless you have been in our shoes could one understand and support you the way you need.  Keep yourself busy!

Good Luck!!!!