25 days today-need to encourage you!

[NoMore81410]

Today I am 25 days clean and I feel Amazing! I went to the final visit with my dr and I am off of everything!!! I still get very tired but my mental health is good and I am enjoying not having to count my pills or worry if I will run out to soon. I am SET FREE! What a wonderful feeling! I went to my parents yesterday and I  would always get some from my grandma but I didn't even look in the cabinets! I just want to encourage those going through this or starting the detox you can get through this and when you do you will look at life so differently and so pure. I still hurt with my neck and I know down the road is another surgery but I have a plan and when that time comes me and the doc will be working closely together again to make sure I DO NOT get addicted! I wish you all the best and I am thankful for this site! I will be here posting for others that need help. God Bless you all! Remember this: This is just a season and you will get through this and YOU will be set FREE I can promise you that for those who stay strong in this fight!

[wendy111]

Congrats for day 30
I am on day 15 and most of today I felt normal in control hope for more days like this.  

I hope this is contagious!!!!!!!

wendy

[NoMore81410]

I am 30 days clean today!!! I feel great and back to myself! Yesterday I had a lot of pain but I went grocery shopping and pushed through it! NO PILLS!!!! You will all get there! It is nice to wake up and not running to the pill bottle and stressing how many can I take today with out not running out! Something that has helped me tremendously is when I get a craving I come on here and see the ones who are just starting their detox and what they are going through and by the time I am done reading and responding I am feeling so much better! I do not want to go through that mess again!
Please do not get discouraged and relapse this is your life and you are in control!!!
God Bless!

[fey501]

had to comment.  first of all can't wait to be 25 days free.  Congratulations!  been clean for 5 days now.  i too now realize what the pills stole from me (2 years).  Towards the end I never wanted to go anywhere.  Changed my whole personality to a very moody person at times.  Keep it up!  I'll post when i'm there!

[NoMore81410]

Thank you both! I know one day Sara I will face it again and I just pray that I can remember what I had to go through to get here that's why I want to stay connected with this page! bucsfan I remember the first time I got a good laugh and could not stop just because it was the REAL feelings and not the pills! I think I cried more on the pills than laughed! Man what a downer I was and I had a lot come my way since being off the pills and going through the WD.'s. but I came out a stronger person and so can you! Keep going my friend you are on your way to victory!

[dominosarah]

Congrats on 25 days!!  Stay positive like you are and remember to always keep your guard up.  You never know when that demon will rear its ugly head.  Your doing great!!   sara

[bucksfan]

Thanks Normore! I am on day 17 and the mental/motivation waves had been rough from Day 7-15 but its getting better. I have been using for 6 years but not high dosage so I knew my hardest battle would be the mental one. It really is encouraging to see people not to far ahead in a good place mentally. I think the worst is behind me so there is no turning back now! I laughed so hard last night my abs hurt, I havent laughed in years because I was a pill eating zombie!