i needed help

[fedup38]

I am on day 9 and did not want to post because I did not want to discourage anyone but I'm feeling like major **** some times I feel like it will never end the way I feel I am so tiered I,have taken all my vitamins and I'm staying hydrated and doing the soaking I just can't take it any more

[kitascloudy]

what vitamins are you taking? I noticed that the 5htp made me sleepy during the day, so i take it at night. That's my fav because i wake up feeling refreshed. I'm on day 31 days clean. I felt the exact same way on my 9th day, listless, unmotivated and just plain exhausted. The big part of WD's is the mental aspect. I would wake up, grab a 5 hr energy drink, go to work and try my hardest not to think about the pills. I would say at my 3 week mark, i had a breakthrough, where i went about my day and would actually forget that i was an addict. Those freakin' pills are evil i tell ya! We've all been where you're at and it DOES get better. So hang in there. This is prob one of hardest things we'll have to go through in our lives, but IT CAN BE DONE! We're not as weak as our addicted mind is trying to lead us to believe! stay strong and post!! xoxo

[fedup38]

It feels like the addiction is beating me because I can't even sit up for more than 2 hours how much longer ugh sorry

[gonna_make_it]

You can make it through this...just think how wonderful you'll feel to have beatin this addiction! Post all u want...we all feel like crap sometimes:-)

[fedup38]

Yes I walk atleast about 1 hour and I still feel like ****

[atthebeach]

are you moving around and exercising? you didnt become an addict in 9 days and it will take longer than 9 days to get better.
keep pressing on, keep fighting. you are winning the battle over addiction.
congrats on your 9 clean days.