11 days

[ladyluv]

okay. Its Been 11 days without my peice of a pill and it is still all im thinking about...sidebar:im usually rushing to post becuz i am at work so i am not illiterate!!!  anyway.... she did not get her pills yesterday she is waiting for the doc to call so it seems like i wont be gettin them no time soon so i might as just leave well enough alone ...im depressed as hell my boyfriend is starting to hang out again now that weather is about to break and i have cut off all guy friends that i used to talk to and when i checked his phone he has basicly been catchin up with a lot of people and barely speaking to me when he comes in i feel like if i had the pill i wouldnt even care or at least it wouldnt bother me as much. im at work now and the freakin tears are streaming.....i cant do this i need something.

[bobby139]

Please hang in there! Don't let boyfriend ruin what u have worked sooooo hard to do.
In the past when i have tried to quit it is alway's something my husband has said or done that made me start taking the pills agian so i could deal better, yet in reality that is why i started to numb myself so i wouldn't get so upset. Remeber u r doing this for U to get better and healthy.
Hang in!!!!!

[dove3053]

11 days without a pill is great. I think it's normal to be emotional under the cirumstances. I found myself getting angry at people when I wouldn't if I had a pill.
Hang in there.

Dove

[GoingToMakeIt]

It will get better. Hang in there.

[cathy5841]

i am so glad she didnt get them...sorry i know you are not but its because i care.  the depression and lonly feeling is a part of the process.  yo are kinda greiving over losing a friend..lol  please you have come this far dont go back   keep posting
cathy