thank you everyone

[helplessmommy1205]

I just wanted to take some time to thank each and everyone on this forum. I was so scared yesterday when I joined this sight to admit I had a problem. But everyone on here is so amazing and I know thIs morning I would have woke up and self medicated again today if I hadn't had so many positive replies on here. Its only day one but I don't feel alone anymore. I know I have a long painful road ahead of me but I'm ready because I love my family and I don't want to loose any mire precious time with them. Thank you everyone from the bottom of my heart. I'm a true believer that you reap that you sow but also that the good lord forgives. We all make mistakes and everyone on here that dedicated time out of there day to help someone will be truly blessed for it.  

[ROSYouralright]

Hang in there girl!! I know you are feeling icky right now but WOW does it ever get better!!! Its like giving birth...the pain is incredible and you don't think you can push even one more time but you keep pushing and soon the pain is a distant memory and you have a precious gift that was well worth the pain! You are giving birth to a new life and you are in labor right now but KEEP PUSHING !! Your miracle is right around the corner!

[helplessmommy1205]

Thank Yall so much I'm feeling really bad rite now I need all the prayers I can get

[ActingBrandNew]

Glad your here and looking forward to watching your story unfold!

[vicki595]

Hi- Think of what might make your back feel better. Motrin? Hot soak? Heating pad?  Pain is a huge trigger, as I'm sure you know, so try to get yourself comfy...

[helplessmommy1205]

Thanks everyone :) I will win this battle !

[mommymarieme]

Yes we are all very thankful for this site! It has saved many lives and it is an amazing place to get help and to talk to others that truly understand what you are feeling and that can relate. You are doing great honey be proud of yourself for this first step. :)

[BearsFan1966]

yes my guppie it is day 50! time flies when you are having fun! lol

[Bubbleguppie100]

Oh yea, I cried like, every 5. Seconds the first couple of days. Lol you can do this!  Take one minute, one day at a time. Ps BEAR- its 50 days for you? OMG that is amazing!!! I also prayed to god the night before I went cold turkey :)

[helplessmommy1205]

Thank you :) I gave cried more yesterday and today then in a very long time.. Some sad and some happy but just overjoyed that I know I can get my life back. I needed so many times to hear that I can do it and hear the honest blunt truth about what I was doing to myself and I didn't until I joined this site. And I am in pain so much pain but I see a light and that's something I have been searching for for years. That light will bring me back home. Back to where I started.

[ROSYouralright]

You have a fabulous attitude and that's going to help you so much! WE ARE GLAD YOU ARE HERE!! Your definitely not alone!

[Bubbleguppie100]

Amen! I LoVe your positive attitude. We are here for you if you need anything. You can always PM me too! Good luck  mommy. I'll be praying for you. Xoxo

[BearsFan1966]

So glad you are stopping! The day I decided I looked in the mirror and said Lord I can not do this any more! I am leaving it in your hands and to be honest my with drawls were not to bad! I am 50 days today clean and pushing on! I am going to tell you it is very hard but worth every struggle..I was for over 10 years so if I can do it so can you!
Stay on this site the people here are so amazing and have answers for any thing you are going threw! With out them I would not be at 50 day! I wish you the best of luck and keep posting! We are here for you!!!!

[kyle505]

You probably don't realize how much you've helped others by posting on this forum. There are lots of people who "lurk" - that is, come here and read the posts without posting themselves, or, like me, wait for awhile before posting.
Your's is a story that is all too common, and needs to be shared over and over again. You are very brave. Be proud of what you're doing.
K