Ok, here we go. Slept like a deer on the night before opening day (See I’ve got the deer out of the way, already:) . For those of you that don’t get the reference, I slept like donkey balls, roasting in the desert sun. I had my second therapy (individual) session this morning and this lady kicked some addicted panty wearing ***. I left her joint (not a drug reference) feeling like I could take on the world. Gonna play me some tough love with the absent wife and stay on top of this addiction thing. Went to work and actually laughed. It was so nice to laugh again, it has been too long!!!. Then, I ate 3 pain pills and felt great. Just KIDDING. I actually hit a wall and started to sweat and have a panic attack. The cool thing is that it didn’t last too long and I even laughed again later in the day. Motivated myself to take the big boy panties to the ice rink for some pick up hockey. They loved the cool, dry air flowing through their smooth fabric:) Hockey is the one thing I can forget everything and just react for a while. So, it was awesome for my mind and I sweated like a hooker in church. (or a church lady in a whorehouse, whichever way you want to look at it is cool with me). After hockey my back was freaking out. I was a little sad because I facetimed my boys and they look like they miss daddy. Anyhoo, I’m home now, glad to have day 9 under my belt. Just in case you are were curious, the figure skaters were looking at me on the ice with a bit more curiosity tonight for some reason??? I think I stepped on their turf with the man panties thing. All of you out there in h*ll, know it does get better (even if you choose to go the non panty route). Be strong all. Much love and much respect!!! Hot tub time for the panties. Yaaaaaaaaa!!!!