Maybe you should stay clean from pot too. No amount of smoke is good for your lungs anyway. I want to get healthier and save $. The pot cost alot for me when I smoke because it's all or nothing for me and its too much $ here. I am saving my $ and getting healthy for my next vacation to see my brother whom I havent seen in 20 years. I can pay for this vacation with $ from oxy and weed docs urgentcare ers etc.
I AM SO GLAD TO BE GETTING CLEAN WITH YOU ALL!
Yeah, I think every musican plays better when they are high on pills. I think it helps me focus. It also amps you up a little. But they only do that for a short period, then the good feeling goes away, and you are simply chasing the dragon.
I never agreed with pot being the whole "gateway" but I am now starting to see that it really is! I am a drummer here in a local cover band and my biggest hang up is feeling that I am a better performer on pills. I know that it is more of a mental issue. I started taking percocet's that were perscribed by my Dr. a little over 2 years ago. Now it seems my whole life is based around counting how many I have left and when my next appointment is. My Dr. has me on a slow taper replacing the oxycodone with hydrocodone, telling me that the wd's aren't as intense. I think that wd's are wd's...they all suck!!!! Keep it up!
I never agreed with pot being the whole "gateway" but I am now starting to see that it really is! I am a drummer here in a local cover band and my biggest hang up is feeling that I am a better performer on pills. I know that it is more of a mental issue. I started taking percocet's that were perscribed by my Dr. a little over 2 years ago. Now it seems my whole life is based around counting how many I have left and when my next appointment is. My Dr. has me on a slow taper replacing the oxycodone with hydrocodone, telling me that the wd's aren't as intense. I think that wd's are wd's...they all suck!!!! Keep it up!
I really need to quit smoking pot, because that whole situation would have been avoided all togeather. I starting to realize this is the cause of the problem.
Isn't it so annoying how he is calling you so many times in a row right now? Hes the one with the stuff. Doesn't that remind you of yourself calling your dealers in the past a million times til they pick up and come thru for you? I know it reminds me of a past that is all too familiar and I never want to go back to it again. I give you alot of credit because the devil basically waved that evil right in your face. It wasn't even like you went out there looking to score. Thats why you always have to be ready because you can get back into that hellish lifestyle as easy as it is to go and pick up a carton of milk. Go buy yourself something nice with that money you took out of the ATM. Something that will actually last you a while you know? Just think of all the money you have blown on that garbage in the past. Good job
Thanks guys. I feel good now. I had to just realize that some friends just arent worth having. At least not now, I am not strong enough yet. God my breakfast I am having has never tasted sweeter. I am so glad I didnt do that. I was actually calculating a taper schedule before I even relapsed. Funny how my mind works.
Good to see you are still around OXyAddict420.
Yeah. Toooo Much Info there. I am glad you said no.
That is awesome that you bailed on him and the OC's man.. You were stronger than me today Ill tell you that.. If you have to unplug that dang phone.. everytime it rings you will think of pills..
YOU CAN BEAT THIS URGE MAN
YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES
I AM HERE FOR YOU MAN
way to go!!!!!one bullet at a time....sucks for your friend though lol...keep up the good work cuz it is work, i have been clean since thanksgiving, and am still workin at it. good luck i am here if ya need me.
cathy
Yeah you are right, my emotions are just racing right now. This pic looks better anyway!
I DON'T need to be looking at pics of you high. Not cool for me......