Just wanted to post a quick note. I am mostly a lurker, but wanted to share a little. Today is Day 17 of being clean. I have not taken any pills since Jan. 5. I have also managed to not have a drop of alcohol or smoke any weed. Completely clean for the first time in years (lots of years). I have been in therapy (it helps), reading the forum and trying to take care of myself. Thanks guys for all of your help, even it was indirectly.