PLEASE READ THIS YOUR NOT ALONE...

[myers44]

I have 70days clean today i would give it all to you guys n gals struggling on quiting or on day 12.3.4 ofw/d's so you could truly see how wort it is to fight for your FREEDOM. I was using 10/325 perks or whatever i could get my hands on for 3years daily... I just got to point where i was going to use heroin just to get hi. I was at crossroad start using h and fall deeper into hell or quit and suffer i have 6 yr old son i raise alone i had to work and i was alone no one new about my addiction. So i made choice i quit and hell ya i sufferd it was hard even unbeable at times. But i started to realize i have money in my pocket im not stresed over finding pills or getting scipt i didnt need to plan my life around how many pills i had i didnt have lie or feel guilty or stress about going into w/d's having to work or take care of my boy being dope sick. I was Free i was starting to feel better each day i had to learn how to live with out pills but i did it day by day then went to n.a found i wasnt alone i had support i told my family what was going on and you know what they still loved me and supported me. Yes i missed the pills hell they were my best freind for over 3yrs but each day i was clean i started to think less about pills and focus on being clean i have earned these days some good some bad but i was free. So just hang in there if i can do it believe me you can to. I had to work i had to take care my boy like i said each day i was clean i was free and i was happy. Just give yourself chance and in 70 days from now you will be posting on here that you trade your clean time to show even one person how much better your lfe would be.

[mommymarieme]

Congratulations on your 70 days that is awesome!

[OpenMind24hours]

Great posting!!! Sharing your experience strength and hopes is an exercise in good recovery. Keep it going!

[atthebeach]

Congrats on your clean time. You are doing awesome. Keep up the good work. Stay active in na. Yes life has its ups and downs learning to go through them without the drugs is key to preventing relapse.
Keep on keepin on.

[ariley13]

Congratulations on your 70 days clean! Thank you for the wonderful and inspiring post.

[WAwantsherlifeback]

Thank you for all the emotional support of being FREE so long.. At times I don't think I will make it and just want a few to feel better but I know it's a lie and sure I will be back to the craziness I have put myself in.

[ROSYouralright]

Wow! Thank you for sharing and congrats on your clean time!

[VICourageous]

Good for you..Keep it up. I have been a 40 year user off and on as each year brought on something new..The last 12 was Methadone with 2 other meds..I went c/t at 56 and it was a long ash ride. I have a little over a year and I would like to tell you that you might have some emotional waves come in..The brain needs time to balance back..Just be in-tune and know this is just all part of the process..make sure you stay away from people, places and things that can cause triggers..When we think we have it beat this is when the beast can come up and bite you in the ash..So just keep the Armour on at all time against this disease. YOU are doing very good so just keep it up and work hard at it too..
Bless