Two Years Clean!

[kyle505]

Today is the big day - two years ago I stopped ct, walked in to a hellish detox and came out a clean and sober person. It's hard to believe that I've been here for two years; time does fly when you're having, uh, fun.
I could go on and on - to those I've upset, I certainly didn't mean to. I see red flags and have to react. I really don't want you going through the things I did, although deep down that you'll probably have to anyway.
To those who've supported me along the way - what can I say? I owe you big time. There are a few that were here two years ago who encouraged me, held my hand, patted me on the back - and kicked me in the butt as needed (and in the beginning it was very necessary, and often).
Reading the posts of new or newer people I see so much of me in the words. And I can only hope that they will stick around long enough to learn all that is being offered. There is so much knowledge and experience here, and it's free!
Thank you to my MH family. I could go on and on but I won't. The best way to thank you, really, is to continue living clean. And I plan to do exactly that.
K

[Kbusymom]

Congratulations Kyle; 2 years is such an amazing accomplishment!!!  Thanks for all you do on here; your honesty and no bs advice is so appreciated.  You helped me tremendously in the beginning; thanks to you, I was able to see through the bs addict lies my brain was telling me.  Keep on keepin' on :)))

[kyle505]

Well, I had to work Friday but I spent Saturday riding my Harley and had a great dinner. Thanks for asking.
K

[ricart70]

Hey !  did you do anything to celebrate or reward yourself ?
Hope so

[kyle505]

I'm actually a nice guy - warm & fuzzy. I am very complimentary and encouraging, as is Sarah. But when some people first come on to this forum they need a push, and warm & friendly isn't always the answer. When red flags are raised I react.  
Thanks.
K

[Bubulous]

Congratulations!!!
I remember some of your posts from when I was here last time.  I loved reading what you and Sara wrote in some of the posts.  There have been times in my life where I wanted the sympathy but more often than not I needed the kick in the rump and you two can sure kick :)  The tough love is just as important as a warm hug and that's what I would give you if I could.

Amazing to see your accomplishment and I am glad you are still here.  
Larry

[kyle505]

Walk - thanks. I try to be up front. Sometimes you have to cut through the crap to help someone. They don't always have time on their side.

K

[WalkTall]

Congratulations, Kyle.  We make a big deal around here about 1-year clean, but 2-years is a HUGE deal.  Stay the course, and keep those blunt (but true) posts coming.  We need that.  

[kyle505]

No worries. Before I found pills I was an avid boozer. So, I can relate. I haven't drank in 28 years, but very soon after getting sober I found pills, and I was off to the races.
So, hang in there. And keep your word to your family and your dog.
K

[VICourageous]

Hey Klye..I noticed in your reply to me you said "Stay Clean"..Well I have worked hard for almost 16 months..Since all my crisis are coming in one right after another, I had to up my Support. I mostly worry about drinking before anything else. I have not drank in 9 years..Holding on as best I can. Dealing with all of this Pain right now in my Heart is hard, but I made promises to myself and to my Family and Dog that are now in heaven that I would not use ANY mind altering Substances.
Sorry for Highjacking your Thread but that caught my Eye..lol

[kyle505]

Thanks to Ev and tooth, 10356. As I said, your words are very moving; I'm surprised at my reaction - but it's a good one.
CRSeaside - thanks for your kind words both here and on another person's post. Both meant a great deal.
K

[10356]

Congrats Kyle on your 2 Years !! 2 years of living and feeling.. I look forward to you posting on your 3rd year. Hope you had something special planned for your Anniversary ! lesa

[CRSeaside]

Hey bud. On my iPhone your motorcycles look like a vicious Black Bear.

[toothfairie]

congrats on 2 years Kyle!  your support and inspiration have helped many people here, me included.  Your tough love and no-nonsense approach is just what some of us need to hear....hope you did something nice for yourself and are enjoying the freedom that you have earned.  Congrats again!!  way to go and for paving the way....thank you!  

[On2better]

Congratulations Kyle!! Thank you for your endless support and tough love. You have encouraged and helped so many people here, myself included in that group. Thank you for being an inspiration to the rest of us, -Michelle

[mommymarieme]

Congratulations Kyle on two years that is AWESOME! I value what you say so much! Lately I have a hard time finding what I want to say to others but you always come thru and say what I wish I had the balls to say. Lol I am thankful that when I first came on here you were posting on others threads because your words resonated with me. Nothing will change if you don't change it and now I am proud to say I am 107 days clean! Thank you again we are blessed to have you here!

[EvolverU]

OUTSTANDING KYLE!! I want to wish you a Happy, happy well-earned two years. I'm grateful for all you do here & want you to know that you've been an inspiration to me throughout the months. Your posts cut to the chase & ring with your truth. You should be so proud today. Your post above is beautiful & I'm so very glad that folks here have taken the care & time to tell you you're much appreciated. ;-)

[kyle505]

You guys have made me tear up; I had no idea that words could mean so much. And Atthebeach and littlebit - yeah, it's been a long time. Glad that you two are also still at it. A difficult struggle sometimes, but it is so worth it.
Bears - 135 days is awesome. You'll get to the year mark before you know it.
Meegan et al, again, there really are no words. Even if we were face to face, I wouldn't know what to say.
Everyone on this site has helped me. And I mean everyone. So many thanks.
K

[BearsFan1966]

You are truly amazing my friend! I love to follow your posts, to the point and no BS! I truly needed that in the beginning and I know those who get a fended will also realize this when they are further along in their detox! Man you know what needs to be done and just because you do not sugar coat it you cut right to the point of what needs to be done! I know that in the beginning of my detox there were days I felt I could not go on and it was your strong words and that of a few others that got me right back on track! I am very thankful and owe you my friend! You truly helped me get my life back! 135 days and still going!
Congratulations on your 2 years and many more to come!
Kari

[Quietsunshine26]

Congrats Kyle! I don't post much but really appreciate that you say it like it is! You have helped so many people & in the process helped yourself. Great job!

[atthebeach]

Congrats Kyle on two years. Wow hard to believe it is two years already.
I am so happy for you and your family.
I am very proud of you.
I remember when you were bringing your daughter east.
Thanks for sticking around and being the voice of reason.

[Ben727]

Hey Kyle, I was so used to seeing your Beatles drum icon during the early days of my own detox. It's good to see you still posting and hard to believe it's two years for you. Congratulations!

[littlebit667]

Big congrats...we started about the same time and you have been an amazing part of my recovery as well.  I may not have always posted, but I read every word you wrote....the good, the bad and the ugly!   I could tell your online persona was the real deal and it was good to see.  I am not far behind you and tickled to say...........HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!

[Jtb12]

Congrats, a great accomplishment

[meegWpaw]

kyle, you've been an inspiration and a voice of truth, honesty, and reason for a great deal of my time on medhelp.  thank you, and congratulations!!!  its a fine achievement by an admirable guy.  very happy for you!--Meegan