Good morning friends Day 4!

[nessyness]

Well let me say waking up and reading All of your posts from the night before had me smiling. God I love you guys! I never knew you could bond with people through a website....boy was i wrong! I feel ok right now im gonna try some lytrosine for energy and walk my neice up to the park to get me going for the day. I slept good last night the rls yeaterday kicked my arse so once i took the melatonin i was out like a light. I swear that stuff is a miracle. Im gonna try sleep without it tonight though. I go back to work tommorow im a little nervous, but one step at a time. I hear you matt on the whole relationship thing. I want to be in a more healthy place before i try and find my Knight in shining armour:) I wanna learn to love me first its been a long time since i have. well im gonna go try a small breakfast and get out for a bit. If you guys are still not sleeping go out and get the hylands and melatonin it helped me so much...........xoxoxox Nessa

[TakingAction]

Hey girl.  Glad to see you managed to shake off that anxiety and do some positive things today.  I don't think you have mismanaged a single obstacle so far.  You just keep bobin and weavin'!

To the left, to the right...

Oh and what's with Brian?  I sure hope he's still straight.


Matt

[TakingAction]

Hope everyone is doing well today.  It seems like that is the case, at least in this thread.

I hate to jinx us, but how the hell are we all doing so good?  What happened to the sheer misery that brought us together in the first place?  I am scared that this could be the calm before the storm for some of us.  

Time for a public servie announcement from your resident happy homo-  
The risk of relapse becomes much higher once we finish the initial detox!  Let us all proceed with caution and a realistic view of how vulnerable we really are.  If we get caught up in "feeling so much better already", we run a huge risk of becoming complacent and downplaying the consequence of "just one more."

I am so grateful for all of the support here, and I think we are all headed for huge success.  But I let us never forget the lack of self control that landed us here in the first place.

And that was me venting!  I am just feeling so good that I am waiting for the other shoe to drop.

RealityCheck.  You wanna go, cuz I'll cut a *****!  Lol.  Of course I count you amongst my homies round here!  Glad to have met such amazing people such as yourself!

Take care all.  Matt

[Reality_Check]

We feel the same way Nessy

[nessyness]

Thank so much for the support! Today im feeling alive for the first time in a loong time..because of support from people like you and my 2 new best friends Brian and Matt.;)  I know there will be pitfall and when there are i will reach out for help rather than fall in the damn hole again........Nessa

[Dopamine0780]

Good for you nessyness, I give you credit, the week I quit I was on vaca for work, planned it that way and I know the epic lack of motivation that comes from wd's, especially the first week.  Keep it up and you should be feeling better real soon!!!

[Reality_Check]

oh and hey Matt add me as a friend or I'm driving to Baltimore from west coast just to kick u in the squash! heh hope you all are ok this morning. Great deal you did for your friend. AWESOME! Proud of you, all of you