congrats on 92 days clean and sober. free from the chains and bondage of addiction. i am very proud of you and so happy for you.
keep up the good work.
you are doing awesome.
I just want to say thanks for sharing your words. I've been on methadone for about 5 years now and I don't know how it's gotten to this point, but I hate it. Like you said, I live in absolute fear of WD, constantly worried that something might happen to separate me from my meds. I constantly feel terrible from being constipated for 5 years so I take a mild laxative now which I am now also addicted to.
Honestly I feel like my life is pretty much over, no relationship, no family, no friends, there is just work to support my methadone habit, come home, eat, sleep, repeat. Iv'e recently come to find Jesus Christ and I want to turn my life around. I'm so tired and literally sick of this life, it's killing me and I know it, it haunts me every single day, but I am too afraid to quit. I absolutely hate what has become of me and my life, that I have let myself get to this point, that I have actually become a slave to this drug... It's like a bad dream that I can't awake from...
Anyways, I was simply browsing around for something else and your post came up and I immediately thought wow, I can't believe someone was able to kick it. Iv'e heard a few stories over the years of people quitting, but nothing compared to the stories I've been told about not being able to quit. So, after reading your post I'm going to pray to the lord for strength and guidance to help me through this, to please, please, PLEASE help me. I'll pray for you too, so that you hopefully stay on your righteous path, and find happiness in your new freedom. God bless you, you really are more of an inspiration than you might know.
Congrats!!! That's awesome! Keep it up!
Thanx man, you are a true blessing, when i was detoxing i looked forward to your responses, you believed in me. I come here almost everyday , if i can at least give someone the hope and support you gave to me, it makes me feel good inside , always brings a tear to my eyes when i see others making it, cause i know what its like. I believe thru all of this i came out a stronger person, i work out everyday , eat healthy , and just all around enjoy life.
Hey DUDE CONGRATS ON 90 DAYS CLEAN!!!!!....well it takes a wile but you do come around eventually from this drug....for me it was 90 days when I finely started feeling like a member of the human race again each day/week/ month got better and better im so happy for you just keep doing what your doing it is working for you...it is also great to see you reaching out to others here on the forum....90 days is a big deal do something to celebrate....keep posting for support
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