i started taking vicodin when i was 17. i didnt even know what it was when my mother started giving them to me for severe headaches i was having due to stress. i just knew they made me feel great as if my problems did not exist besides the fun of the high. eventually i started asking my grandmother for her norcos. by the time i turned 18 i was taking 4-5 a day getting them from whoever had them, making sure i had them for all times of the day, mainly for school so it would seem less unbearable. eventually i dropped out and found a job. Things got worse when i started making money because then i could buy them and get even more since usually no one turns down money. now im 19 and taking 5-6 a day. my whole family has a prescription for the highest mgs. of vicodin so you can imagine the collection i have. i want to quit but i feel like i would never be able to function normally without my pills. i cant stand people or situations without them. i went to a mental health clinic where i used to get varieties of anxiety medication to see if they would prescribe them to me again only to be thrown into the mental ward for my PAST record of depression and thoughts of suicide. As you can imagine that traumatized me enough to avoid going to places like that ever again after spending just one night in the hospital. After the ordeal i found myself having a whole family with a history of past drug addictions of heroine, cocaine, alcoholism, etc.. it seems i will never get the healthy support and help i need. just more pills. i realize if i really want to stop i will have to do it myself with the strong will to slow myself down eventually to zero pills/day.
I posted on Dec 13 when I had just gotten into the "Thomas Recipe" concerning my hydrocodone addiction. At that time I was two weeks into it and had gone down to 2 a day. I was taking the suggested vitamins 3 times daily (go heavy on the L tyrosine) and it is now a month later and I am down to 1/2 a pill a day with no discomfort whatsoever and willentirely next week.
There was actually very little/no discomfort the whole time and if I needed a half a pill or 1/4 of one, I took it. Your body will do the rest and the need will ebb away.
This really worked for me and I hope it might help you. God Bless
I have been
Doing more the
Vicodin. When I do it's at least twelve
To fifteen in one time. Then
The cordicidne and
Sleeping pills plus
Norcos. It ***** I have been doing it for
Eight years I
Love it and don't know I I wana quit. Now I got vertigo and I have to
Stop. And
I am depressed and emotional. No throwing up. A few years
Back when I was 13 I did go through withdraws cold sweats throwing
Up. Now I can't quiet crying
ANC
Depressex
congrads on your strenth u have inspired me tottally love ya
Kwen, did you decide while you were out of town you were gonna quit or did you just run out while out of town?
This is day 2 and I'm feeling like crap I hope this doesn't last long I'm out of town and I really want to detox from this drug