Well after experiencing Suboxone withdrawals from the last time I tried to quit, I decided that I would not transfer my addiction from Oxy to Suboxone, the Sub w/d's were worse than oxy w/d's I think. So I just took it for the first few days to get through the worst of it. I will never take Suboxone for more than 5 days in a row, the prolonged withdrawals are worse than the shorter more intense withdrawals in my opinion.
As far as buying Suboxone off the street and 'prescribing' them to myself, I figure its better than to continue using/buying Oxy. And one of my good friends actually detoxed with the same 'recipe' that I am trying (4~ days on the sub) and successfully kicked his habit (which was almost as bad as my habit).
But on the bright side, it seems like the aches have dissipated a little bit and I dont feel as bad overall as I did yesterday. So hopefully ive already made it through the worst of my w/d. Considering Oxycodone has a pretty short half-life, im just trying to stay positive about it and keep telling myself that the worst is already over.
You probably have about 2 more days of feeling really bad, then it should start to get better each day from there.
Hang in there, you can get thru this. Just do it one day at a time.
Stay strong.
Well, I will be honest. If you are not doing it through a doctor and following the program then I do understand why you keep relapsing.
Please understand, I am not trying to be rude...I am trying to get you to realize what you are doing. So, tell me how buying Suboxone on the streets and prescribing them to yourself like you are doctor is any different then the drugs you bought on the street?
Suboxone is a great tool, if used properly and under a doctor's care. Along with that most doctor's insist on counseling. Addiction is a physical disease as well as mental one and both need to be treated.
No I got them off the street. Over the 4 day course, I probably used maybe 1 - 1.5 8mg Suboxone.
Are you doing Suboxone under a doctor's care?