Well I do see a light I think

[nikole65]

So earlier todayi said I was going to clean the house and well I'm doing it and happy about the outcome I have taken everything off the shelves and deep cleaning I have been singming to country music and actually feel ok I knw I have a ways to go but darn it I'm off the couch and actually singing god please stay with me through this and I won't let u down.thank u sooo much to everyone here yall have been my angels and I will be forever grateful 3days clean inst much but it's better than nothing computer hugs to everyone hope the weather is better where ur at then it is here in va ;)

[nikole65]

Thanks gizzy yea I knw but it feels good to be able to do somethng now what tommorrow brings is another story I could be up here balling my eyes out but I am happy today lol by the time I clean this house I hope I passout cause due to the pills I haven't done anythng the last couple months I mean I cleaned but not like I use to.anyhoo thanks for he response talk o ya soon

[gizzy32]

Congrats on 3 days clean, it sounds like your doing well so early on. Music always helps and so does keeping busy. There really are a lot of ups and downs at first so take the good with the bad and remember that everyday clean is something to be proud of and it does get better. Now if you want to come clean here, your more then welcome, lol. Stay strong, your doing great!