Ok, I've posted on here before but here I am again fighting this demon for one more go 'round. :( I just need some advice as quickly as possible. Ok, I have been taking them for going on 10 years and they became just a habit, even a necessity to live if that makes sense. I used to spend every single penny on them when we weren't getting our two scripts each month just to get us by. By we I mean my wife and I. She was getting 90 10/325 Norco's yellow and 120 10/500 Hydrocodone Blue. Well, lets just say our little addiction spiraled out of control and through methods I won't devulge, we were getting 120 of them about every day or every other day at the least. Well, Mr. Trouble came knocking and that supply was stopped abruptly. Soo, being kind of smart about it, I had a few left and started the process of tapering. I didn't do it the way everyone suggests because I didn't have nearly enough for that but I did kind of quickly reduce my intake everyday or every other day stepping down. All of this has been in the last two to three weeks but I had it down to taking a half of a 10 twice a day and I didn't feel great but I didn't have withdrawals. Well I got down to my last half and didn't take it. I took my last half this past Sunday morning and by that night was feeling BAD! So Monday rolls around and I sit with the anxious, about to have a heart attack feeling all day and finally on tuesday I took the other half at around noon. My questions is, since Tuesday I have gotten what seems like a cold, sinus infection, flu and strep throat all at once and I have to start a job Monday. I can only get two but I'm wondering would it mess me up to get those and take a 1/4 twice a day and then when those are gone stop for good? I think I just stopped too quickly and I feel like I am F'ing dying!!! Someone let me know what you think because this is torture!!! Thanks!