First thank you to all. I have gained so much knowledge and strength from this forum. I feel blessed for stumbling upon it one day while I was extremely depressed. I now know I am in stage 2 of withdrawal (still no energy, brain fog, etc.). I think the fog is finally lifting a tad and energy is slowly coming back (some good days - some bad days). I cancelled a doctors appointment for today because I know I would have convinced him to write me a script for percocet and there was no other reason for the visit, I made it weeks ago for chronic back pain. The back pain is real but the craving for the drug is the real reason I made the appointment. I have been given scripts (3 or 4 over the last 5 months) after a complete withdrawal C/T in March after 4th back surgery. Finally, here is my question, does every one who takes pain pills feel this surge of energy? I have friends who when are on pain meds have to go to bed and sleep, I on the other hand can do 3 days worth of work in 1 day. This, I think, is what has me time and time again searching for meds. I understand now about brain receptors and the time it takes to get things back naturally but I am wondering (I truly forget) when I feel "natural" energy (endorphines) again will this equal the unnatural energy felt by pain pills? Thank you in advance for your input and hope every one is feeling positive today. To all the people reading the forum but are afraid to post, please don't be - there are so many wonderful people here with so much knowledge they can help - please take that first step...................