I feel like throwing the towel guys!

[LONESOME]

Well I can't believe I'm about to say this but I really feel like throwing the towel guys, I'm so frustrated feel like I'm not doing anything good I have so much in my plate right now and for the first time in 4 months since I been on the sub I feel like I just once I want to feel like I did not when I was full flown addict but just when I was taking a few hydros. I really hate my self for saying it but I'm really falling hard in my a***** and just want to stop everything and just say no no no no to everything and everyone. I'm on sub still and doing good but lately I don't know can you guys help me just say mean things to me so that I can snap at least lol
Thank you (and I'm not lonesome) lol
I'm Galdy and I'm and addict  

[LONESOME]

Thank you so much it does get better I belive I know my problem is that I'm fustrated with my health I suffer from anemia and when I'm in my monthly well I have to be really carefull cause I have it really heavy and well 3 months ago it was so low my blood cells that I had a blood transfusion and yesterday I had a doctors appt. and he said he was really close to put me in the hospital. I'm just really sick and tired of been tired and when I was on the hudros well I did feel so bad really it didn't and right now I called my husband crying and he said "can you just take a few pills" and I started to cry even more lol
He means well he dosen't want to see me suffer

[monkeyonmyback68]

I am sorry you are having a hard time I am also, Its hard so hard and I wish I could tell you that it gets easier and  I hear it does and I hope it does and I believe it will. I myself have been just trying to read post and get support here and for the most part it helps talking to others and I am here for you. Just to talk and we can make the time go by and get better together. Hugs To You> I am an Addict also My DOC is percocet.