I really did it this time and im scared as HELL

[redbull]

Some of you helped me some years back and now I've really did a number to myself. Now it's not lortab/soma combo. Now it's this damn oxycodone 15mgX6 but I'm sick as all **** tapering from 120and135mg throughtout the day. I'm old skool 50 yr's old now that always kicked the hard way c/t. My question is this....Will the Thomas Recipe work at this high of dose without dyeing? I just suck at a slow taper, I was sent home today by the boss cause I was in such bad shape. What's the cut off point, when do you just die? I'm not a young man anymore.

[Bkitty]

I cried too~at everything!!! Id just burst out in tears one minute-I had to quit watching animal planet for a few days too! I cried at all the commercials with the homless dogs and cats. I was a wreck-it does pass!~

[Bkitty]

~Im so proud of you!!!! I too just had dental work,,the whole bit and the same thing,,heres a script I just looked at him and was like "ppppffftttt!!!!" I walked out. He came running after me and was like you have to take the antibiotic hahahahahahahahahha! Ive kept up with your posts and just wanted you to know i think your doing great!~Bkitty

[redbull]

Thankyou, I can't stop crying at stupid things I see on TV or when I'm reading recovery material or just nothing at all, but all and all I do feel out of the woods. I can't wait for some more energy to return as I feel like a few guys just kicked the Xhit out of me. Thanx again, I friggin did it, I can't believe I'm finally out,God it feels good for feeling so bad.(9:30 tonight will be 9 days) now I'm crying again...

[jlannaa]

I just read through your post and i have to say you are doing awesome keep up the great work:)

[redbull]

Very cool, Yes that's my other drug, Harley's, I've been in the Harley Sales Business for many many years. Don't drive at all, well not enough to be good at it anyway (just ask the wife) Riding is everything to me (well , did get sidetracked a bit) you know what I mean. Anyway... Imagine how many more bikes I'm gonna sell with a clear head...Thought is awesome. Ride safe and Thankyou for everything.

[eyeofhorus2010]

It's cool. Actually I was refering to riding. I ride myself and there's nothing better than a good ride thru the country side to clear the mind and blow out the cob webs.

Peace be to you brotha.